happiness comes from the heart

2009-02-05T13:11:00.001+08:00

Hmmm...

i've been very VERY lazy to blog nowadays.

so, erm, yeah, tats all. hahaa;D

2009-01-01T18:54:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year everybody!!!

all pics are at my FB. So, if u don't have an account,

GO n MAKE One!!!

hehehe;p

2008-12-13T16:49:00.002+08:00

Hmmm... i am Lazy to blog again... hahaa xp

2008-11-24T11:08:00.002+08:00

YaY!!! YAY!!! yAY!!!
GOnna be flying to Padang dis Saturday till 6 Dec!!! wee~
Tik is Very HAPPY and EXCITED!!! =D

2008-11-16T13:17:00.002+08:00

Friday me n Mingli went to erm... just see the pics below lah. hahaa. hee;p anw have u ppl heard abt the White Tigers?? wad a drastic way to commit suicide seh... i mean, the M'sian man, not the Cutee~ Tigers... hahaa.

A view from the bustop near my hows

We had a FuN walking arnd watching Taxis... hahahaa. NoT!! =P

We went to IKEA lah... haa.

n then we went to GIANT. Wee~

2008-11-13T13:03:00.002+08:00

I watched Rachael Ray's talkshow just now on channel 5, and Bindi Irwin was on!!! wee~ i watched "Bindi the Jungle Girl" once on my Datuk's cable tv in Jkt. hahaa. n OMG... she sounded very mature for her age. she's only like what, 9+ ...?? WoW... i'm ToTally amazed by how KNOWledgeable Bindi is...

this just comes to show HoW parental guidance can MouLD a person. n you canNOT just JuDge a person by how The person is. u must look at the person's family as well. i mean, Kuah nak tumpah ke mana lagi kalau tak ke nasi...?? hehehe. i think so uh tats how the Peribahasa goes... hahaha=p

so aniways, Bindi kept on saying this during her interview with Rachael...
"I'm the luckiest kid on Earth!! ok no, I AM the Luckiest kid On Earth..."

and her Mother, Terri was there lah. She must be sooOOooo00o PROUD of her daughter seh... and I WISH someday, my kid will tell that me to me too. hee=) Terri is fortunate you noe. Yup2, true enough she lost her husband, Steve, but then again, she's very fortunate to have a "pair" of kids. i mean, a daughter and a son. Bindi and Robert. at least there'll still be a "Man of the House" right...?? hehe;)

i want to have daughters and sons too you noe. n Please note the "S" ... hehe;) the More the merrier per... kekeke;p i'm sure i can afford it. Plus, there's BABY BONUS!!! hahahaa=p n Ouh!! i even have a name for my 1st son n daughter!!! Dahlia n Ilham... hee~

*Sigh* this is what happens if you have too much Free time. hehh. but i've been doing some reading as well you noe... but it gets BORING after some time. Reading... TV... Internet... Eat... Sleep...

I SO NEED A JOB FOR DECEMBER!!! hahh.

n YiPPeee!!! Mingli is back!!! wee~ :D

2008-11-11T18:14:00.002+08:00

i noe i said i wasn't gonna blog anytime SoOn, but i just HAd to BLog!!!

I've been watching this chinese series, "By My Side", n i AM GOING to Continue watching it!!! hahahaa;p for those of you who watched yesty's episode, I just KNeW it that YuHang have HIV! it's no big deal actually, but i just feel SatisFied that I AM Right... hee:D

n dis past few days, i've been doing A LOT of thinking abt my future. n here are some of them...

Wadeva days Left BEFORE trip:
--> go IKEA with Mingli
--> go BookFest with Mingli
--> go T3 with Mingli
(PLEASE take note of this Mingli!!! hahaax)

Wadeva days Left AFTER trip:
--> Work WOrk woRK
--> make MoNey MOneY moNEY
--> Duit DUIT duIT

1 mth before April 2009 (aka March... hehh;) :
--> Get READY for SCHOOL!!!

3 Years after start school:
--> COmpleted Nursing Course
--> Received Nursing Diploma WITH PRIDE :D

3 Years after graduating:
--> Completed 3 Year bond with a Local Hospital
--> Gained 3 years og Nursing working Experience

After Finishing bond:
--> COntinue to serve the Society as a Nurse
--> Start thinking abt starting a Family...

hehe, Of COUrse the FUTURE will NOT be as Sugar-Sweet as how I WAnT it to be. but, i'm PosiTive that i WiLL end Up where I WAnT to be. n THAT is the BEAUTY of ALwayS Planning aHead for the future.

Rai to Tik... "All e BEST Tik~ Smangat Smangat!!!"
hehe;)

2008-11-03T16:11:00.002+08:00

I am lazy to blog...
i shall blog again Soon. hehh :)

2008-10-20T10:12:00.002+08:00

Below are 2 Pics of the day taken by my digi cam... ok, so maybe its my sis' cam uh. but she has neglected it for more than 10 days ok. anything left uncared for in my House is oficially Public Property!!! public as in in-the-house-public uh... hehehe=p Enjoy!!!

Me n Hitam (18.10.08)

Munirah Makcik jual kueh (19.10.08)

hehehe. Best raya outing ever!!!
Syukur Alhamdulillah EVERYthing went well...
-TST-

2008-10-17T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hehehe... i watched SEPI again today... ;p

2008-10-16T16:47:00.002+08:00

Ain't he just SooOoo cutee??!!!

anw, my project with Mingli hasn't gone that well. *Sigh* we keep on running out of ideas... hahaa. n we have decided ti continue next wk...hehh;p

So, we went surfing for Temp jobs instead. n we found this "Calling Job" at Science Park lasting for 2-3 wks. Its sth like a telephone operator kind of job uh. n guess wad?? Its also a RESEARCH company, just like my previous job. WOw. wad a coincidence... wonder wad kind of ppl i'll meet next. hmm...

so anw, i FINALLY get to watch SEPI!!! Wee~ n Huhuhu:( *sob*sob* its very touching lah. i felt like crying at almost every part seh... hahaa. Gosh, i AM very emo... hehe=p n i sooOOoo am going to buy the DvD when its out!!! i shall not buy a new shoe, so i can buy the DvD. eh wait. i just bought Mouline Rouge and said exactly the same thing... hahahaa. ok fine! i shall not buy a new slipper then.

Aaaahh...i feel so Financially planned and secured already...hahaa.

Stop it lah Tik, u are talking nonsense again. No no. i'm just talking to myself. Haiz... i'm just BORED. *yawns* Hahaa;D

2008-10-10T18:31:00.003+08:00

see the pic above?? it took nearly 1.5 hr to complete it. e 2nd pic is the edited one, with neater "lines"... but its not completed yet. still need to include the "1st Birthday" wordings. i think i just have the hearts for Arts&Crafts lah. i get so engrossed when i start doing an A&C. hehe;)

2 days ago, i spent a WHOLE 2 hr doing another Art&Craft thingy. i'll post up pics of it when its ready. maybe only lah. coz its kinda erm, personal. hihihh;D oh yar, i'm gonna make another A&C thingy for dearest Rachel n dearest Neighbour during the weekends. or if not, monday lah... when it's done, i'll post up pics!!! hee~

n Ouh!!! i just kinda finished watching A Little Princess!!! it was a very VERY TOUCHing show!!! *sob*sob* i didn't watch the Shirley Temple version though. coz i don't really fancy her... n later tonite, i WANT TO WATCH THE SECRET GARDEN!!! wee~

n yeah, did some nagging again today. Mummy Nist told me to just be patient and not to give up on him.
"kalau tak Tika yg layan kerenah dia, siapa lg...?? Nama jugak sayang..."

n ouh Ouh!!! Sarah's dad (e girl in A Little Princess), told her,
"All girls are princesses. no matter how old or how they look like. and if we believe in magic, magic Will happen!!!"

Aww... it means that I AM a princess! hee~
i am a jobless Princess living in a 6 storey high tower guarded by 2 cute yet Ferocious kitties in a kingdom called Sembawang... hehehehe=p

2008-10-09T11:29:00.002+08:00

I have changed my template!!! hahaa;p i will touch-up my template later lah...

2 weeks of being jobless has been kinda BORING actually. but nevertheless, i'm glad to have quited that job. yeah, been doing some house chores and going out with Mingli... but i donno. i just feel like SOMEthing is missing... suddenly things just seem to be, erm... Complicated.

Aniways... me n Mingli have a project together!!! Wee~ and today we are going to shop for supplies!!! budget abt $30 each (including our own materials we already have at home...)

i feel hungry. Damn i WANT Food. Tsk Tsk.

2008-09-29T13:05:00.005+08:00

Hope you'll enjoy the video below! Selamat Hari Rayer!!!

ok, so, last tuesday was my last day at RI. and we had a Buka-Bersama at this buffet place. the restorant was very Niceee... got many2 Delicious & Yummy food u noe.

but UNfortunately i was having a Bad BAD nose day lah. so i didn't have appetite to eat much:( n i didn't even have to pay for e buffet seh... our MD paid for EVERYthing. wad a waste... sheeshh.

i intend to slack this mth of October. ok lah, i'll do some house-chores and do stuffs that i Enjoy doing. i'll do some reading too. n pay off my Puase debts... n maybe drop by my parents stall n eat the Mee Siam... eh. i mean to Help them MAke the Mee Siam n all those other foods. hahaa;p

then November find another temp job. (i'm gonna start looking for one in October lah...) then early December go for Holiday!!! wee~ so EXCITING!!! Yay YAY~ ;)

PS: I had (and is having) a WONDERful last week of Ramadhan!!! Syukur Alhamdulillah~ may Syawal bring More Great wonders. Amiin~

2008-09-18T13:10:00.002+08:00

i suddenly feel EMPTY. very Empty. it only takes 1 STUPID Phonecall to change my mood. STU-PID. Uurrgghhhh~ ok, no. it was 2 STUPID phonecall that made me feel so, Uurrgghhhh~

ntah lah eh. i confuse lah. I feel like i'm being too nice too people. or maybe People thinks that i AM nice. but, i'm not all that nice u noe. I Am EVIL.

i like to poke my cats everytime they are sleeping. i scold them for the wrong things that i did. i poke pinch their nose for being TOO Cute. i make them kiss me before i feed them... i'm very Evil lah... tsk tsk;p

Tp, i pun terpikir jugak lah kan.

Kenapa Tika ni boleh tahan baik lah jugak...?
--> Pasal Tika orang nyer tk jahat.

Kenapa org2 suka minta pertolongan dr Tika...?
--> Pasal tuhan gerak kan hati dorang utk minta tlg dr Tika.

Kenapa tuhan buat camtu...?
--> Pasal tuhan nk kasi Tika kesempatan utk kumpul pahala.

Tapi kenapa Tika rasa kesempatan ini suatu beban...?
--> Pasal Tika slalu rasa tersepit bila org minta tlg.

Jadi kenapa tuhan buat semua ni pada Tika ??
Tuhan nk tlg ke nk menyusahkan Tika ni??
--> Allah cuma nk uji kesabaran Tika jer...

Betul ke ni??
--> Iya. dan kalu Tika tk stop berbual sendiri, nanti org akan ingat Tika gila...

hehehe=p

Hidup ni tak susah lah Tika. Hidup ni cuma tk Sempurna jer...

2008-09-13T11:45:00.002+08:00

Waaaahh~ I can't believe many ppl ACTually viewed my Merepek videos... even my Sumbang-Singing videos ppl viewed... hihihh;p Sori lah Ms Rozi n Mr Goh n Ms other-choir-conductor, singing coir songs n singing pop songs are different lah. hehe:)

but some of my Merepek-yet-Fun-Making videos i made with my neighbour, Actually received 2000++ views... WoW~

Anw i tk sabar lah nk Rayer!!! hee~
oh yar... at the same time, i'm also Super worried abt m mum lah... huhuhu:(
I can't stop thinking abt my dream also. n abt wad mummy Sarah told me.

Don't think nonsense lah Tik. InsyaAllah EVERYthing will be ok... Amiiinn~

2008-09-11T10:04:00.002+08:00

i feel very BORED!!! hahaaa.
i soOoOoooo Dread work today. ok, so maybe i dread work Everyday. hihihh;p its not like i don't like the job, but... hmm... i'm not sure myself lah. i just feel bored lah. BORED B-O-R-E-D BOreD. or maybe coz its the fasting mth. hee. all i feel like doing is sleeping and do light stuffs at home xp

anw, i think Ms HR is weird. Boss is oso weird at times. I am wierd at too, sometimes. My sis is weird all the time. ok, so maybe EveryBody is weird... hahahaa. Eeeyer, now i'm toking nonsense...

no, wait! i tink i noe why... heehee... hahahaa... hehehe... sssshhhh... it's secret, can't tell ppl why...

ok lah, stop typing nonsense lah Tik. hee~ tak sabar tunggu Buka. haa;p

2008-09-09T10:07:00.002+08:00

Urgghhh.... Those ppl are making me confuse lah! to be Nice...or Not to be nice...?? hmm...

Some people just don't understand... they just don't get it. Life is not just about $$$ ok. There's so much more than that in life. I admit that sumtimes i get carried away when i look at my Bbook at the end of each month. but still. I get Xcited when i see those Digits is for fun only lah... hahaa. its called... "self-entertainment"... hehe ;p

and so, that is why i'm decided to send all my gulung2-s to "Kueh Amal". hee. anybody want to join me?? My darling Farah nk join tk...?? u kan pandai buat cookie... hihihh :D

2008-09-01T15:05:00.002+08:00

Per Hr i can gulung2 approx 100g. So, if i were to gulung2 approx 2 hrs each on monday - friday, and gulung2 approx 9 hrs each on saturday - sunday, this would lead to an approx of 2.8kg per wk.

Hence, if i were to have Extra help, i can gulung2 approx 4kg per wk. Hmm... n if i were to sell my gulung2-s per kg, in 4 wks i can have approx a total of 16kg.

Assuming that i will be Consuming approx 6kg from the total, it would means that i'm left with 10kg. and, 10kg x $tt, will be equals to $10tt.

Therefore, all i need to do is to find people to buy that 10kg from me. n if i can't find any customers, i'll make my sayang buy all 10kg. nyahahaa~ xp

Best Regards,
Atikah

Ps: that's wad i always type to end my emails to the staffs here... n sumtimes plus a "Thanks". haha.

2008-08-29T07:19:00.002+08:00

Hmm... its been quite some time since i've blogged. Today will be my 3rd wk working as a Recep+Admin in RI-Singapore, n Ms HR persuaded me to extend my stay for another 1-2 wks... she said to me like this

"Atikah, you Can work longer right? you are still young anw, you sure can work and fast at the same time right...?? So, can you stay a little longer till we find a perm recep??"

Hihihihh...she can be kinda funny actually. Damn, i didn't know she can persuade... hahaha. actually not her only lah, my manager "bribed" me to stay longer too. she treated me lunch on wed... nyahaaa;p but if i stay longer, when will i find the time to do my Business?? aiyaa... means i'll be VEry busy lah dis fasting month... Weekend i can roll2, n after sahur cum b4 work i can roll2 as well. then, nite time, do religious stuffs and sleep. hee~ =)

And yeah, after putting in much thought, i don't think dis recep job is TOtally boring lah. it does have its funny moments. hehe:) n Ouh! i seriouly can't believe ms HR said I, aka me, was cute... hihihihh;D or was she just being sarcastic... or just saying that to make me stay?? hmm... but wad the heck, i'll just take it as a compliment. hahaa.

K lah, got to get ready for work. will update more, erm. when i have the time.... sheesh... haha. n btw, it's a WONderFul Feeling to see the digits in My B-Book go UP!!! heehee xp

2008-08-20T13:53:00.002+08:00

i actually wanted to blog abt sth. but then, 1 of the staffs asked me to book a cab for her lah... then the taxi driver called lah to ask for exact location... then that staff came to me lah say she don't know where the side entrance is lah and why is the taxi so slow lah, bla bla bla... Perrghh... byk songeh plak jer tau... then this candidate came and kept on asking me to call HR. but i already told her tat e HR person is not at her desk. Perrghh...

so, now i kinda forgot wad i wanted to type abt initially. nvmlah, maybe tonite or tmr2 i type lah. hehe;)

PS: i Seriously next wk will be my last wk as a Recep at RI-Singapore. i just feel like slacking lah... hihhihh;p anw its fasting mth next mth wad... hehe=)

2008-08-12T17:36:00.002+08:00

i keep on job hopping. for those of you who don't know, i'm no longer teaching in Greenwod PS. currently i'm a receptionist at Research International office. hee~ anw, i am very tired lah this few days. *yawns* i can't wait for this recep job to finish, so i can Slack at home n take afternoon naps. hahaa.

yeah, i do miss my kids. but life have to go on. so coincidentally i have this recep job offer, so i just grab lah. i mean, while i'm still young n can still afford to job hop, i just hop2 lah. hihihh;p

n u noe wad? i think tat my kids were very polite n sweet just now. hahaha. if only they were this well-mannered from the start... *sigh* but nvm lah. i just hope they'll miss me. it was fun while it lasted.

2008-08-05T09:08:00.002+08:00

Hmm... yeah, i think its time i chill. i mean, sumtimes things just don't go as u plan. so wad can u do? just pray hard that Eventually things will be ok. anw, u can't expect to have everything go ur way rite...? then life would be Too easy. its the struggle in life tat makes u Stronger every single day. i mean, if u tak pernah jatuh, mcm mana u nak tau camne nk bangun...?? hehe. dlm kata lain, if u have never fallen b4, how would u noe how to stand upright again...?? sth like tat uh...

so anw, i hope friday will turn out well. if it does not turn out well, then i guess, we were nvr meant to be lah kot... hmm... but no lah, i have a good feeling abt fri. hihihh, ciee ciee... hahaa;p

k lah, need to get ready for sch... perrghh... hahaa.

2008-07-30T08:03:00.002+08:00

i think that, i really REALly have to like, get my mind off my kids when i am out of the school compound. apart from marking e worksheets lah of course. i mean, eversince i started teaching my form class, i am like, literally thinking abt them Almost ALL the time! n i am so not enjoying it ok... hmmphh... i mean, i just cant stop thinking how stubborn they are at times. i scold them, they keep quiet for abt 10 secs, then the whole cycle repeats.

Seriously, i'm not a very fierce person. i don't like to raise my voice. At All. i just feel like i haven't been myself every time i step into e classroom. i tried speaking to them nicely, but they just won't listen. it's like, i really Really have to sound angry n fierce before they'll listen to me.

so, i begin to ask myself. am i really a Lousy teacher?? or isit those kids who r just Too stubborn...?? or isit The school's fault??
*long sigh*

not all of my kids are stubborn actually. only a handful of them. but stll...
*long sigh*

kids nowadays r just too... Pampered. just look at my 8 yr old cousin. now i begin to wonder how my Real kids will turn out like...
*longer sigh*

ok lah, enough of story-ing abt my kids. i have other things to think of too u noe... hehe;)

2008-07-27T14:41:00.002+08:00

hmm... i think that 3 days is already sufficient for me to get to noe roughly how my kids are. i mean, each of them are special. n some just happens to be a little bit MOre Special than e others. hahahaa.

i enjoy teaching them. i think... hehe;)but wad i can't stand is that i HAve to be fierce ALL e time:( it's tiring ok to not be able to be nice... coz once u give in to their wants, they wil start to demand for more. kids nowadays r just, erm... different than kids during my time...?? hahahh. but thank god there's no Rude kids or "Attitude" kids. there's only a few problematic kids in my class. i just hope no parent will call up e school to complain abt me. hee=)
n btw,
$X x 6 x 5 - CPF - food - transport = to quite a huge sum of $$$... hahahh;p

*sigh* i suddenly feel like going to East Coast again. i want to lie down on e sand n look up to see those Puffy clouds again... hihihh:D

2008-07-23T07:59:00.002+08:00

i feel like i've been working so hard dis past few weeks. mondays to saturdays summore... i just hope wad i see on 7th Aug will keep my spirits high again uh. hehe;)

those RT ppl keep on making me so confused. 1st this lah... then tat lah... then this lah... n its all TOO Last minit summore they inform me. but nvmlah. I was e one who initially Wanted this RT job so much anw=)
"skarang ko dah dpt Tik. so rasakan lah!" Muahahaa~ *evil laugh* ;p

oh yar! today my sweetheart will be home! yay~ but he's still in e process of healing. Poor him... *sigh*

2008-07-22T08:47:00.005+08:00

So, today i'll be doing RT again at Greenwood PS. n tmr i'll be Officially starting to do RT for my long term RT class... I'm a bit worried tat i'll get another chaotic class again. coz i soOooo00o do Not like to shout2 n scold2 ppl. my target is to at least be able to do RT till end of e term, aka for another 6 weeks including this week. i mean, i think it will be fun to celebrate National Day in a PS! hehe;)

anw, yesty i Officially quitted my Pharmacy job. n they seemed to be happy coz a gave them a little farewell gift. hihh:D after saying my goodbyes n all, i took 1 last look at IMH, then off i went to IJC. i was Supposed to meet Rachel there, but she forget to bring her HP!!! huhuhu:( but nvmlah, maybe some other time i can get together with her again.

hmm... wad else eh?? oh yar, my sweetheart will only be back tmr... hopefully ah. *sob*sob* i hope he's doing better. coz i Really REALly don't want them to put him to sleep... i'll cry like mad ah if they do tat. i'll be so sad lah... :(

anw, below r e pics taken during my ECP trip with Mingli n YiLing. yeah, we ended up not going to Pulau Ubin... hahahh;p
(Aiyo... why is there white patches arnd e pics?? haha, i oso don't noe... ;)

2008-07-21T08:38:00.002+08:00

Gosh, e last week has been super Unpredictable. my what-i-thought was going to be a dull week soon became a Very hectic week... plus my PMS, it only made me feel stressed, confused, excited n thankful all at e same time. i've no mood to blog abt it today. coz today i also have many things to attend to...

1)Quit Pharmacy job
2)Collect A-level cert
3)Meet up with Rachel
4)Spend time with my cat...

Haiz, i actually thought i will only feel happiness today. but yeah, it's not up to me to determine Everything rite? hehh. i just hope that my sweetheart will get well soon. I'll pray for him to be cheeky again. haha;p

ingat Tik ingat, diSebalik awan yg mendung pasti ada Matahari yg sedang bersinar terang... so, Smangat Tik! Smangat~ insyaAllah, everything will goes well. eventually ah... hehe.

2008-07-13T15:42:00.002+08:00

Let's start from yesty morning...
i got another Mendaki RT offer for Pri 2 at Fuchun Primary. but this time, it was a very2 eye-opening Xperience. the kids were, OMG... Chaotic!!! n it only takes 1 little girl to start being bossy, n the rest followed. Urghh~ if she was my daughter, i'll definitely jentik her lips n ear seh. lips for talking back, n ear for disobeying orders. if tats not enuff, i'll beat her hands ah for being rude...

Waahh~ i feel like i'll be a fierce mother one day... ok, so maybe i'll make my future-husband do all tat. ehehe;) i can tolerate naughty/mischievious behaviour, but rude?? oh no no no... but they eventually listened to me after they were tired of running around n "bullying" me. hahahh;p n somehow, i think tat maybe, just maybe i wont be getting anymore Mendaki RT offers:( coz 1 of e teacher-in-charge saw how chaotic the class was... huhuhu:( but it's ok, it was fun while it lasted. hehehh... n becoz those kids were very disobedient, i'ved decided to eat the 12 bars of Kit-Kat myself!!! nyahahaa~ *evil laugh*

but my rest of the day was enjoyable=) it was Very enjoyable actually. Swensen was very yummy... Hancock was entertaining... n e NE Show was Great! e flying thingy-s in e sky were sooo amazing, making all those turns n shapes in e sky. n yes2, e fireworks was very, WoW too! u won't see me in e pics below, but i was there ok... i was sitting beside e cameraman who took those pics. *wink*wink* hehehe;)hmm...i suddenly feel patriotic... hahahh=)

2008-07-06T16:58:00.002+08:00

I love little children!!! they r soo Cute! can't sit still for more than 30 mins, but its ok lah. its normal for little kids to run here n there:) btw, thru this 3.5hr experience, i think i'm only suitable to teach children aged 8 & below lah. coz i think i'm tOo nice... hihihh;p little kids will find me fun, but those older kids will Definitely find me boring as their teacher. if u noe me well, u'll noe wad i mean lah:D

so wad did i teach them? hmm...
i taught them how to spell Colour, Purple, Orange, Taste, etc2... made them share/draw/write abt their fav fruits... read storybooks with them, n taught them how to pronounce a few words properly... how to add/subtract 2 digit numbers with a single digit number... how to tell time, but only e easy ones uh... played a drawing game with them...

yeah, i think tats abt it. i hope they can remember at least how to add big numbers using e method i taught, n also how to tell e half-past-X time n X o'clock time. n ouh! how to spell those words i taught them too! =)

after that, we cancelled e trip to JB coz it was drizzling. so i went Shopping with my mum instead! wee~
IOU money mummy... hehehh;)

2008-07-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

tak sangka bsk nak gi relief this Mendaki tuition class. but its a Primary 1 class uh, 1 day jer. how hard can it be rite? rite...?? hehe. jgn i yg end up kena bully sudah... hahaa;p
duuh~ rojaknyer i bebual. mcm maner nk jadi teacher camni?! tell me camner?? hahahh..

2008-06-30T20:51:00.002+08:00

Yay~! i'm FINALly gg on a holiday!!! n it's overseas! woo-hoo~ actuall its just JB ah, but who cares?! haha. will be gg to JB dis sat with family :D

n yes, i also FINALly get to be sumbody special (again) with sumbody special... hehehe;) i donated my A+ blood last saturday! wee~ the nurses were nice, the ting we layed down on was comfy... n most importantly, the feeling of satisfaction was truly satisfying... hahh=)

btw, i was like having shortness of breath throughout e day. maybe coz i've not fully recovered the blood i gave away uh. n yeah, i feel like changing job. once i get a new job, i'll quit my current job. so, only time will tell lah... hehh;)

2008-06-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

guess wad??!! i saw Haizad without e Su yesty at IMH! n just now i saw Haizad with e Su at Causeway Point! Wow... means i saw 2 Haizad-s in 2 days... cool~ i wonder who i'll meet tmr?? hmm...
anw, Rachel said that i'm sorta famous (for e wrong reasons) within e Fraserpoint dept. i'm "well-known" for e girl-who-quited-before-even-starting. hahh;)

n yes2, saturday intend to be sumbody special! gonna donate blood! woo-hoo~ so far i'm feeling Healthy. tat's wad i feel uh... hehe. no flu, fever, cough etc2...
n yes3, i want to watch SEPI!!! hehehh. but unfortunately, i'm still not sure when it's coming out...
n *sob*sob*, my conversational mandarin course has been postponed again!!! urghhh~

n, u noe wad, strangers keep on talking to Rachel in malay, while strangers keep on talking to me in chinese... wierd lah. funny oso. hahahh;p
u noe, last week i was buying my food n ordered lain rice n some dishes lah. so dis was wad happened...

makcik: makan dek??
Tik: a'ah
makcik: letak aper dek??
Tik: ayam...
(than got this malay guy said sth to his fren...)
malay guy: ek eh, dia tau cakap ayam lah...

hahahahh... i felt like laughing seh hearing him say tat... hehh. but i just smiled to myself jer. kalu i senyum lebih2 nanti org antar i gi masuk ward IMH plak! hahah;p

k lah, i want to sleep. next time lah i type2 more=)

2008-06-19T21:50:00.001+08:00

ok, so i'ved finally changed those pics on my blogskin. yeah, need to make e pics clearer. but for now, tat will do. at least my b'day muffin is very Big n Clear. hahaha;p

hmm, wad else to write eh?? hmm... some other time lah, lazy ah to type2. hahh:D

2008-06-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

i am very lazy to blog. but i will Try to write sth.

it seems tat there's like a little erm, "thing" abt tat Pharmacy job that is driving me n my newly found friend Liwei nuts... haha. but no worries-lah, i'ved already found a motivation to deal with that "thing". n my motivation is, a new Laptop!!! woo-hoo~ i'm so gonna buy 1 with my Pharmacy Assist pay! so, start saving Tik!!! hihihh=)

but e super-Down-side of e job is tat i don't have my own phone, computer, printer, desk, comfy chair... gosh, tats like so many things.. i think my previous boss pampered me with temporary-Luxuries too much. hahahh..

but overall, e job is manageable-lah. not so Exciting, but ok-lah. its a bit confusing at 1st, but i think i'm getting e hang of things already. hehh.. it's only a temp job anw, n my new boss say i can Resign anytime:D so... when should i resign?? after i get my laptop lah... hahahh;p

i'm gonna start registering for other area job with NHG. i already found some, all i have to do is regis online. i mean, b4 i actually take up e Nursing course, i might as well get a better n clearer idea of wad nurses do right? i mean, since anw i'm kinda free now. n seriously manz, i am like Holiday-ing for like Super loooOOoooOooooonnnnggggg already lah. n when i say "holiday", i mean no-school-attached... hehh..

wad else to write eh...?? hmm... oh yar, i'm going zoo dis sat. haha.
n yeah, i miss Mummy Nist n Mak Ju... huhuhu:'(

2008-06-01T13:23:00.002+08:00

Wow... i tak sangka betul i tau. my life have been nothing but Almost Purrrfect!!! wee~
let's start from last sunday...

Mama woke me up when i was sleeping Peacefully n Soundly. she made me opened a letter frm NUS. but i refused coz i wanted to sleep n i also bcoz i already noe tat it's a Not-happy-letter. so mama ended up opening e letter. n i was right... then, i went back to dreamland. ehehh.

then, for e next few days i decide to NOt spend at home. coz i'l be starting work as a CSO at SP on friday, or so i thought... hahahh;p so on monday, i went IKEA n GIANT (the Big one) for e 1st time! wow... those places were Huge! Gigantic!!! n tuesday, i acompanied Tante Yanti to do her stuffs at Lavender. wednesday, went out with sis to do her stuffs at CP. thursday, went for an interview at NHG hq. n guess wad?? i got e Pharmacy Assistant job!!! woo-hoo~ it was like an Instant job lah. fill up form, talk2... Ok, u're hired n will start next monday... hee=)

so then i started to call up my frens to replace me at CP. yeah, got stressed up a little coz nobody could replace me. n i was scared tat Zana aka my CSO boss will scold me for quiting last minute. do note tat i was supposed to start work e next day... but i decided to take responsibility of my own action n be Brave! ahahah:D so i faced Zana, talk2, n she was cool with it... phew~

n i so can't wait for YiLing to get back frm US, so we can go out! n i'm guessing tat having another AI family outing will be tough to schedule since most of us r working... *sob*sob*

my plan so far for e future:
1)work full-time as Pharmacy Assistant with NHG
2)work part-time as PA with NHG (when start sch nxt yr...)
3)start mandarin conversational course by end June
4)save up for a laptop:)
5)be Optimistic, Proactive, n Smangat~!!!

PS: Tik has kept her promise with Mama syg. which is to be employed by end May... ihiiiks xp

2008-05-18T09:32:00.002+08:00

hmm... life has been kinda ok-ish n BOring... nothing to do at home. been re-watching my Kdramas while reading "the 7 habits of Highly Effective teenagers" book (i'm at e 2nd habit now, Begin with the End in mind...), morning exercise with Mingli, doing some cooking, met Nisa to borrow some nursing books, eating junk food, accompanying Mingli for her Computing interview, feeling Super good coz i didn't have o tutor Khairil dring e weekends...

oh Yar! i'm FINALly Employed again!!! woo-hoo~ there will be a briefing on wednesday n hopefully i'll be working together with Rachel uh. sure to be more Fun to be working with somebody u noe:D

wad else eh...?? aaahhhh yes... i'ved been giving out many Many virtual gifts via FaceBook. Do you have facebook?? just add me ok! just type in my full name=) i'ved decided to ditch Friendster. i can't do much there. n i find Facebook much more Organised. somehow uh... hehe...

n yeah, still no news from NUS:( but wad the heck. there's no time to be all sympathetic abt it. i'll just have to keep my head high, n look straight ahead. be Optimistic, be Proactive n Smangat~!!! hehehe ;p n i seriusly hope o et tat Relief Teaching job at a pri sch near my hows-lah. or else, i'll be jobless n penniless from july till next year...

having Money is GoooOOoodd... no money No gooOOooodd... hahahh xp

I'ved also been cleaning up my room n closet. n i think my room is kinda Neat n Tidy now... hehe;) n yeah, i got $20 for helping to organise sister's closet. wee~

i also went to SC with Mingli n YiLing. n it was fun, Fun, FUN!!! hahh=D
went to eat Prata at e Marsiling checkpoint there. n i was super bloated after eating 2 kosong-s n 1 egg. n i still can't believe tat i actually ate an extra prata more than my dad... sheesh... my appetite is Big. Eating is GoooOOooodd... no Eat No gooOOooodd... ehehe;p

Ouh yar. me n my sis had food poisoning last week. n it was Horrifying! eat vomit eat vomit for like 2 whole days. it sucks... n time didn't even fly. it was Crawling. sister got it 1st. when hers stopped, unfortunately I got it. thank goodness there's still plenty of her leftover medicine. so i just ate hers n didn't have to go se the doctor. hahahaa... n hmm... i'm thinking of renovating my blogskin. i mean, just changing the pics. so wad pic should i put eh...?? hmm...

2008-05-05T20:54:00.004+08:00

Sooo... i actually Think tat i have a PLAN for my future ready! woo-hoo~ i mean, i oso donno-lah. it all depends on how u see things. some people see a glass half-full, while others see a glass that is half-empty... u get wad i trying to say rite?? hehh ;) so curently this is wads happening in my life... haa..
-- i Finally called up 4 primary schools for my RT! wee~
-- i'm still waiting for e NDP participation thingy from YiLing
-- waiting Patiently for my mandarin course to start
-- waiting Patiently for Ririn to visit SG =)
-- Finally started a weekly exercise thing with Dearest Mingli
-- Finally done with my nxt project aka ehem ehem aka can't-tell-you ;p
-- Gonna be a volunteer at KK Hospital
-- trying out e stuffs in FaceBook
-- cleaning up my room
-- waiting Patiently to be Hired... *sigh*
-- waiting Xcitedly for my tutoring $$$ *winks*
-- erm, wad else eh...??
-- aahhh... yes3, been doing Lotsa Shopping! :D
-- n yes3! watching e DvDs i bought! n they're all Ori ok... hahh...

I bought this sometime after PW i think...

Dong Wok n Da Hae<3
bought this last2 sunday. finished it within 4 nites...
Ji Hoon n Da Hae<3

bought this, erm, yesty... hahahh xp

Go Su n Da Hae<3

So... did u noticed any similarities abt those 3 K Dramas?? hehehe;D yup3, i like Lee Da Hae!!! wee~ n i still can't believe i actually bought Green Rose yesty... sheesh... blame Tini for not stopping me buy tat DvD!!! wakakaa... Joking jer yer Dek... ihiiiks =)

Ouh yar! me n my beLOVEd AI family had picnic at Botanic Garden!!! woo-hoo~ n it was Super FUN-lah! had so much Fun making, erm... wad should i call it... "Tika-Jokes" ?? hahahh... Laughing is Good! Laughing is Fun! n that is Exactly y i tend to laugh at myself most of the times when nobody's looking. or at least, that's wad i think uh... hihihh xp

2008-04-26T08:35:00.002+08:00

Hmm... i seriously SERIOUSly need to plan my next few weeks. Yup yup, i Serious have to!!! hahahh xp
Spent my 2 weeks of being JobLess sitting at home typing2 my ***, lying down on e bed while watching e comp screen, going out with sis n aunty n mingli n tutoring my cuzin n having irregular meals, going out with Farah n Syahida, helping mama papa at their stall, erm... wad else eh...??

so i think i will make a plan for until May. n maybe a little bit of June. i'll plan abt my Money, my time... those kind of stuffs uh.

as for now, i'm thinking of how i'm gonna spend my $200. i want to buy a new bag, shoe, Lee Da Hae's drama DvD, erm, go to Science Centre. ok, all planned up for my $200. hahahh:)

2008-04-23T15:22:00.002+08:00

Tante Dian n Fitri gonna reach SG from Semarang at 10pm. n maybe i'll bring them around. maybe lah hor... haha.
coz i dont really noe where they want to go anw. but going out with Lutfi will be Fun! he's damn Adorable lah... hehh.
below are some pics...

Mayawi e Sexiest cat in e house... haha.

me n Mingli after Exercising at e Park. i so need to go excercising again...
Postage from Tini!!! just arrived today!!! woo-hoo~ now Dude Teddy has his own Teddy!
Proudly drawn by Tini... Tanx a Million! =)
Here's my Muffin! plus e candle! i SO Lurve e candle!!! hahaa xp
MAY right after our swim at WWW

Right ofter our Shower after our Swim at WWW
a Proud mummy with their Lovely daughters... hehehe;)
Farah chubby brother!!! we went to c AI Performing Arts concert last Thurs...
Kerwin, me, Syahida, Ms Rozi n Farah

Hmm... still no replies from NUS abt my nursing interview. *sigh*

but nevertheless, i am SO Enjoying my holidays!!! wee~

n i Finally get to like really REALly rest Rest only Yesterday...

spent e whole day watching Rindu Semakin Jauh (i just Love see Eja act... hehex)

n also watching Kayangan... its a nice film btw.

n i was thinking of buying a Korean drama with Lee Da Hae in it. (i just Love to see Da Hae! haa;)

n yeah, i tink i'll only start cleaning up my Room n calling up e Primary Schools next week-lah.

i havent finished Slacking n watching my dramas yet... hee~

2008-04-14T07:09:00.002+08:00

ok, so let me start describing abt wad happened for my 19th Bday...
n i think this post will be kinda LooooOOooOooooonnnngggg..... wakaka xp

11th April
early morning, even b4 i was really Really awake, i already recieved many Many sms-s from my kakak-s from indo. n e sms-s continued all e way till i reached my office. n there was 1 sms tat made me kinda upset. it was e sms from Syahida, coz she said tat my AI Family is cancelling our B'fast meet-up on saturday aka 12 April. Syahida said that we'll all just meet up another time to celebrate all e April babies at 1 short. i mean, i sms-ed my AI Family on wednesday i think, n they all agreed tat i'll be treating them B'fast on saturday. (mama & papa also gave me $50 besides e cake btw x) i already Foresee that coming, tat's y i don't mind giving my AI Family a treat. hehe;) wednesday all said Yes, n friday all said NO... huhuhu:(

then, my office comp brokeDown! sheesh... n it's my last day to be using tat comp. Mummy Nist n Mak Ju started sms-ing me y i wasn't ol yet. hahaa... n i still haven't Delete all my Stuffs tat i'ved saved in my office comp n thumbdrive. huhu:( n i can't chat with my Forum frens in an Office environment for e last time... huhu:( n then, Joyce was also kinda frustrated with e HelpDesk ppl at ITE Simei coz they can't settle my computer problem within e next 1 hour. she even erm, knock herself against my table when she wanted to return back to her desk. hahaa;) my boss is cute-lah, Really gonna miss her...so, Boss gave me other non-computer-related job to do instead.

then, lunchtime, i onlined using my hp... hehehe... for abt 5 mins or so only, then after that i sms-ed Mak Ju n Mummy Nist while eating my lunch. n yes, took some pics of my office desk also. haha:D then, when lunchtime was almost over n when some of e staff already returned back to their office, Joyce came to my desk n she gave me my Present! Aww... n she gave me my Testimonial too! wee~ Boss said it's from her n e Manager aka Chee Hian. n so, i decided to make a "Thank You" card for Chee Hian (coz i didn't prepare anything special for him u see... hihihh... n all u need are some Post-its (preferably the thicker ones), scissors, a bus ticket(to make e origami Heart) n some sticky-tape. n in less than 10 mins, a "Thank You" card is Born!!! wakaka xp

then, Joyce acme to my desk n told me to say Thank You to Chee Hian coz he also shared to buy me the present. n i was like, almost going to laugh like laugh Laugh-lah! hahh... coz Joyce didn't know tat i'ved already made a "Thank You" card for her boss... hehehe;) then, after i was almost done doing Joyce's last job for me, i went to e Manager's aka Chee Hian's room to give him e card n say our well wishes. then, i ensured that i packed all my stuffs from my office desk, made everything looked neat, and after all that, i went over to Joyce's desk. i returned her e Thumbdrive, keys n my office Pass. huhuhu:( i'm gonna miss tat Pass. it was Fun tapping e pass on e doors n lift:D then, i told Joyce to just delete everything tat is inside my thumbdrive n comp. n also hinted to Boss that i'ved saved some Personal files in there. n she was like, kinda lost for words for awhile, then after that she just smiled. hehehe... oh yes, i'm gonna miss hearing e way Boss laughs... hahaa xp i gave her Her present n she let me off Early! woo-hoo~

Reached Sembawang Super-Early, so i went to look se at e This Fashion mini sale at SunPlaza. n decided to buy a Bday present from ME! hahaa;) since anw, i'm not going to treat my AI Family e following day...then, reached home, opened the present form Boss n Boss' boss, i was like, laughing like Laughing-lah. hahh... i also tot of buying Joyce a Cup or Mug, but later on decided to buy her e keychain with her name on it. hehh... then, Mama fried some fish n chicken nuggets while we were all watching TV. n Mama gave me e $50 dollars while we were munching e nuggets, n i tot tat was it-lah. Then, Papa switched off e lights n Sister suddenly came out of e kitchen holding a cake with lighted candles. Aww... then, we sing2, hug2, kiss, eat2... n i was like waking up 3 times during e nite to cough2. Mama forgot that i was still having sorethroat when she bought e cake... hahaa...

OK, so bday celebration part 1 has ended!!!

12th April
so, since i was Too used to waking up early, i can't sleep again after i woke up at abt 6am++ to use e toilet. so, i started to pack up e stuffs i needed for WWW, ate a light B'fast with Mama n Nenek. Played e internet for a while. Recieved an Audio sms from Mak Ju, she sang "Happy Birthday Tika"... Aww... then, Finally met up with YiLing n Mingli at Sembawang MRT. n throughout e whole journey, we saw that e clouds was kinda Dark n Grey... so, YiLing kept on calling her "Friend living in Pasir Ris" to check on e weather. they were toking chinese-lah, so i didn't understand much. then, we went to e NTUC at WhiteSand to buy some titbits. we reached Downtown East n according to YiLing's "Friend living in Pasir Ris", e entrance to WWW is near House of Sports. we found it, n there was like a mini FunFair rides for little kids which is like a mini Carnival Circus. or sth like tat. n YiLing kept on taking photos with her new Sony Cybershot hp. i was actually kinda confuse how come we are taking photos instead of going straight to e WWW entrance... but since e Carnival Circus was kinda colourful n e backgound was kinda nice, so i didn't suspect anything-lah. hahaa xp

Then, i like got hear sumbody calling my name from behind. i turned around n e Obvious thing that i saw was e lighted candles. then i looked up n saw 4 Familiar faces. it was Syahida, Farah, Ayuni n Rachel!!! Aww... 4 of my lovely Daughters had Actually planned a surprised erm, what should i call it... Surprise menDadak?? wakaka... n they actually Allied with Mingli n YiLing!!! OMG... i was like, speechless-lah. Geram pun ader, mcm nak cubit jer pipi2 dorang. hahh:D i mean, they made me feel upset 1 day for cancelling e B'fast meet-up, then... Aww... i felt embarassed a little. didn't expect to be Surprised on tat day... hehe;) they gave me my Presents, took pictures, hugs n flying kisses, then we parted:D

e 4 of them went off somewhere, while MAY went to WWW. we had so much Fun at WWW!!! woo-hoo~ n i'll Officially admit that i'm afraid of heights... hehh... there was this bicycle-thingy tat u must cycle in e air on the tracks. b4 we went up, there was already a sign giving a warning that e ride is Not for those who have fear of Heights. wakaka... but i still took it, n i ended up holding Super-Tightly on e bicycle handle till my hands had the bicycle handle print. hahahh xp then, we ate dinner at Swensens. n we were Bloated. n i slept in e MRT all e way from Marina Bay to Khatib. hehehe;) n yes, i woke a few times during e night to cough2. hihihh... but on Sunday morning, Mama finally Successfully made me drink up the cough syrup. kekeke ;p i keep on forgeting to drink u see. hahh.

OK, end of bday celebration part 2!!!
THANK YOU so much my Family, AI Family, MY, AOE Dept, Forum Family...
Tika Saayaaaaaaaaannngggg..... u all!!! hehe:D

Syukur Alhamdulillah karena Allah swt telah pertemukan Tika dgn org2 yg Sungguh baik hati...

2008-04-13T19:23:00.006+08:00

A card i made for Chee Hian aka my Boss' boss. i call this card "Thank You card menDadak"

e behind of e card
a little sth that i bought for my boss aka Joyce=)
managed to snap some pics of my Desk:D
very neat right?? hahaa xp
it was lunchtime btw...
i have my Own, printer, comp n even a phone... cool huh...

Gift from my Lovely Boss n Boss' boss aka e Manager

Aww... me n Joyce think alike;)
from sister's BF
from Mama n Papa
a bDay present from Me! hihihi;p

from Farah:D

tat's my beLoved teddy Dude btw... xp
from Syahida n Ayuni
from Mingli n YiLing
from Rachel, Hui Min n Shu Xin

i'm watching Flightplan now. i think so-lah tats e tittle. hahaa. so, tmr-lah i elaborate abt wad happened for my 19th bday. hehe;) oh yar! i also received many2 sms n offline messges on YM from my Forum frens:D n yup2, an audio message with Mak Ju singing "Happy Birthday Tika" for me! Aww... she's very sweeeett!!! hahaa:) n she's living in JB btw.

Thank You e many Many to My Family, AI Family, MY, Boss & Boss's boss, Mak Ju/ Mummy Nist/ Bunda Ria/ kak Nia, kak Octa, kak Deri, kak Tia, kak Iwod, n to all my other kakak's from Forum (sorry-lah, too many to name all. hehex), adek Tini & adek Dora, Fad, hmm... who else eh...?? erm, later-lah i continue. i want to continue watching Flightplan. ihiiiks;)

in Short, i had a smashingly-Superb-Wonderful 19th birthday ever!!! woo-hoo~

2008-04-01T12:46:00.003+08:00

sorry yah, i'm writing this in indo-malay... heheh;)

ni nak share sikit-lah dgn kawan2-ku yg tersayang...
this artikel was taken from this website:
http://eramuslim.com/berita/nas/8331115057-april-mop-merupakan-perayaan-pembataian-umat-islam-tak-pantas-dirayakan.htm

Umat Islam sangat tidak pantas merayakan "April Mop" atau "The April Fool Day" karena kebiasaan itu dilatarbelakangi peringatan peristiwa pembantaian umat Islam di Spanyol pada 1 April 1487 Masehi.

"Umat Islam banyak yang "latah" dan merayakan April Mop tanpa mengetahui dasar dan asal muasal peristiwa tersebut, " kata Cendikiawan Muslim Ir.H.Asmara Dharma dalam tulisannya yang dirilis, di Medan, kemarin.

Ia menjelaskan, perayaan April Mop itu diawali peristiwa penyerangan besar-besaran oleh tentara Salib terhadap negara Spanyol yang ketika itu di bawah kekuasaan kekhalifahan Islam pada Maret 1487 Masehi.

Kota-kota Islam di Spanyol seperti Zaragoza dan Leon di wilayah Utara, Vigo dan Forto di wilayah Timur, Valencia di wilayah Barat, Lisabon dan Cordoba di Selatan serta Madrid di pusat kota dan Granada sebagai kota pelabuhan berhasil dikuasai tentara Salib.
Umat Islam yang tersisa dari peperangan itu dijanjikan kebebasan jika meninggalkan Spanyol dengan kapal yang disiapkan di pelabuhan Granada. Tentara Salib itu berjanji keselamatan dan memperbolehkan umat Islam menaiki kapal jika mereka meninggalkan Spanyol dan persenjataan mereka.

Namun, ketika ribuan umat Islam sudah berkumpul di pelabuhan, kapal yang tadinya sandar di pelabuhan langsung dibakar dan kaum muslim dibantai dengan kejam sehingga air laut menjadi merah karena darah.

Peristiwa pembantaian dan pengingkaran janji tersebut terjadi pada 1 April 1487 Masehi dan dikenang sebagai "The April Fool Day."

Selanjutnya, Dharma menjelaskan, peristiwa "The April Fool Day" itu dipopulerkan menjadi April Mop dengan "ritual" boleh mengerjai, menipu dan menjahili orang lain pada tanggal tersebut tetapi bernuansa gembira. "Ritual tersebut disyaratkan dengan tidak bolehnya orang yang ditipu dan dijahili itu marah dan membalas, " katanya.

n this info kak Nia-ku sayang yg kasitau. she pun amik dari some artikel she jumpe:)

Allah Swt yang menciptakan rasa cemburu pada manusia itu pun, adalah Zat Yang Maha Cemburu. Rasulullah saw menginformasikan bahwa ''Tidak ada satu pun yang lebih cemburu daripada Allah” (HR Bukhari dan Muslim).

dan ini penjelasan kak Nia ttg artikel itu:
Allah itu gak pernah mau dinomor duakan, apalagi sama makhluknya. karena dia cinta dan sayang sama kita...

ternyata ilmu-ku ttg agama-ku sendiri iaitu Islam, sgt-lah cetek. aku malu dan insyaAllah, akan-ku coba utk lbh perbanyak-kan lg belajar... amiiiin... ;)

2008-03-29T02:48:00.001+08:00

this is Sony :D

n this is Samsung =)
Samsung again... hehe;)

2008-03-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

i have a plan C! so come what may, i'm totally Prepared!!! insyaAllah lah...hehe:)
n only mama, papa, my sisters n yg-diatas noes wad my plan c is.

Stella
"Do sth that u like. Don't sth, just bcoz other ppl like it. coz what others like may not be what u like."
Joyce
"Its good to be optimistic. but at the same time, u have to be realistic as well."
Sumbody with a high post at ITE Simei (i nt sure who he is exactly.hahaax)
"To sustain long in ur job, always be happy. be stress abt work, only during working hours. when working hours is over, totally forget abt all e working-related problems."
luv_cat
"Always be prepared for tmr, n the near future. Smangat!!!"

Unless sumbody can show that nursing is not me, i'll consider my other career passion...
Teaching little kids or children with special needs=)

2008-03-17T21:55:00.002+08:00

haiz... its not tat i don't symphatise u. but u r taking Mama away from me... huhu:(
saper-lah yg tak geram, stress, depresi, marah, emosian etc2. i would too if i were u.
but then again, still, u r taking my mum's attention away from me.
n i don't like it ok!!! hmph... :(
but yeah, i'll try to be more understanding n sympathetic towards u.
yelah, tak baik jeles2 per kan. terkadang, pengorbanan itu bagus loh... ciee... hehehexp
saper jugak yg ajar? Talita ler...hihi;)
u noe wad dis means Tik?? u r Entering a new World called... Adulthood. wakaka:D

sabar yer Tik...Smangat~!!!

2008-03-17T09:09:00.002+08:00

i want to post abt my weekend...
u see, i was actually kinda stressed out yesty. seriously Serious... coz i really REALly want to get into that course. i mean, if i were to take an Engineering course, or Arts course, or Maths course, or Computering course, etc2... how can i Ever be a NURSE?? i've made up my mind of wad i want to persue as my career u see. n that is To Be a Nurse... hehe;) n i definitely don't mind spending an extra 3 years, so long i can Eventually be a Nurse=)

everybody Needs a plan B right? so, just In Case i can't get into e Nursing course at NUS, i don't mind going to poly. n tats why i got stressed when i found out i missed e Online Registration. n was kinda Upset when Zhi Wen told me he Already registered n he forgot to tell me... seriously seh, i was utterly SPEECHless when i read his sms... but i don't blame him-lah. coz i'm at fault too.

to make it all Worst, mama papa was Super BZ e whole of yesterday. when i woke up they were already gone. they went to their canteen stall early morning, attended a funeral early afternoon n settled my granny's hospital bills in e evening. n i only got to see them around 10pm. i felt kinda Lonely u see...plus, at e same time, they're also bz thinking of how to deal with another family Issue. even i Am disturbed with tat issue... n yeah, i was also having PMS yesty. hahahhxp

but all in all i'm Totally grateful that all this happened. somehow i do-lah...hehh. maybe Allah swt wants to test me on how Serious i am abt becoming a nurse. n also for me to find out who Really understand n emphatise me. n thank goodness my boss is one of the Understanding ppl. she didn't even asked why i requested for a Leave. she just granted me e leave n wished me all e Best in dealing with what i wanted to deal with... Aww... she's Super nice-lah... hiiiks=)

so Please hor. after u read this, Please stop asking me this qn...
"if u can qualify to go to NUS, why bother going to poly??"
i'll kill u if u ask me tat qn!!! nyahaa... joking joking... peace! :)

D-oa
U-saha
I-khlas
T-awakal

2008-03-16T21:14:00.001+08:00

don't let PMS take over ur sane mind.
breathe in, breathe out...
everything happens for a reason.
smangat ok Tik? Smangat~!!! :D

2008-03-16T09:48:00.002+08:00

my Panic button is on... i'm kinda Stressed too btw:(
but Fortunately, i have a very Understanding boss! hehe:D

2008-03-10T08:41:00.003+08:00

i'm truly Lazy to update my blog nowadays.
even my own Personal journal btw.
so, in short, i'm Satisfied abt my results.
maybe e grades i got means Nothing to most.
but it sure does MEANS The WORLD to me!!! :D
n my only goal for e near Future,is...
to be a Nurse!!! woo-hoo~

oh yar, i got my 1st Official pay already!!!
Mama said i should share it with my family n society.
n of course i treated my family b'fast yesterday.
n actually, i've already invited to treat Fad, Farah n Syahida b'fast,
but unfortunately they all rejected my offer due to unforseen circumstances...
maybe next time then. hahahh xp

2008-03-06T20:53:00.002+08:00

so, it seems tat tmr will be a Huge day for me.
its supposedly a day tat most ppl have been waiting for.
yeah, tmr Is e day. my friends knows abt it ready too.
tmr is...
ITE College East Staff Workplan Seminar!!! kekeke xp
n oh yar, A-level results will out tmr too... hahahh;)
so, i'll just cut paste wad i told my dearest daughter Farah here-lah.
if u think i'm nuts for choosing Work from collecting results,
so be it lah hor. coz i'ved made up my mind ready. hihihi=)

Rai Atikah says:
tmr my workplace is having a "Staff Workplan Seminar".
abt 600 ppl attending. n my department is doing part of e organisation.
so, kalu i takde, nanti my boss mesti pening kepala nak cari my replacement.
so, memandangkan my job tmr won't be desk-bound n i'm assuming to be more Xciting,
i don't mind working tmr ah.
Rai Atikah says:
n aniways,
Rai Atikah says:
i'll still be getting my results tmr. coz i suruh my mum amik kan
Rai Atikah says:
hehehe, she dah mmg ader kat my sch pun per...

n guess wad?
my aunty went to fix my hp ready!!! woo-hoo~
anw, mama papa say if i want to chg hp,
i should wait till i'ved started school n settled down n stuff... haha..

n yeah, i have LOTS o fppl to sms tmr!!!
locally n globally btw... ehehh;)

2008-03-02T13:59:00.002+08:00

i am sad. very Very VERY Sad... huhuhu:(
my hp is breaking into two.
u noe my hp rite? its e sony tat can turn to e left n right...?
huhuhu:(
i spent a lot of WONDERful memories with tat hp.
n i actually cried a little b4 i finally fell asleep... haa..

i filmed my 1st Official Kangkung Pte Ltd video with tat hp.
i took Many memorable pics with tat hp.
i listened to my Fav songs on tat phone.
i sms-ed my 1st sms to most of my Forum SI friends with tat hp.
(including Tante Meli n Ririn btw....hehe=)
i recieved my 1st call from RinDu with tat hp.
i sms-ed n called Lala to update her abt my indo trip using tat hp...

haiz... i will DEFINITEly MISS tat hp...:(
Omg... i think i'm Too attached with tat hp... hahahahh xp

PS: results, PLEASE Don't come out on friday!!! hehh..

2008-02-18T12:20:00.005+08:00

Tmr i'll be starting work at ITE Simei.

which means that i'll be working 7 days straight from tmr onwards,

coz weekends i'll be tutoring my cuzin...

its Valentine week! so spread e Love!!!

haha;)

my furry Granny n Grandpa sure is...haa..

they Are much2 older than me in Cat Years u noe.

eventually he came to find me:D
his warmth kept me warm that nite... Aww...

Lutfi n my beLoved teddy, Dude! ihiiiks xp

he kept on smelling Dude b4 he finally fell asleep...
my cuzin whom i'm tutoring.

i just hope i'll have e patience to teach him,

n won't have e feeling that i'm being exploited...hehh:)

ok, i've included e pic above for a reason. firstly coz i truly adore Nay, Ririn n Dude for who they really are. n of course Meriam Bellina for her Superb acting skills. those 3 whom i call DuRiyaN for short deserve to be admired. not only are they very Pretty n HANDsome, they are very nice ppl too.

Dude will be 28 this year, n i admire his religious commitments. some ppl may say "kata-na org kuat agama, tp kok pegang2an ama cewek2 sih...?" well, itu semua-kan tuntutan peran gitu loh. yg penting Dude tak Over-pegang sudah...n he's also very loyal to his family too:)

Ririn's only a year older than my sister. very friendly n i was Seriously overwhelmed with wad she's done for me. n i don't think tat she's being nice to me just bcoz we're Dist-Rel. n i have e feeling tat most ppl kinda misunderstood this part... i so can't wait for her to come visit SG. n hopefully if she Really intend to come have a holiday here, Tante Meli n her elder sis will cum too! wee~

Nay is only a year older than me, but the way she thinks is very Mature indeed. i've always agreed to most of her opinions abt certain issues... she's Seriously 1 Young, Smart n Talented girl. n she's so sooo not as dumb2 as her character in Cahaya-lah. hehe;)

Meriam Bellina is a veteran actress n has a very Sweet voice too. i had SO Much Fun playing her role as "Elga" in Cahaya-lah! ihiiiks=D

2008-02-16T18:04:00.002+08:00

rite now i feel very e Urrghh abt 2 things.
1st abt my lil cuzin who's taking advantage of my softness.
n 2nd abt e agency who gave me a job at Simei.

1st Urrghh:
e first few times he made a mistake, i can still be nice to him.
but if he keeps on REPEATing e same mistake over n over again,
omg...its seriously mentally straining u noe to stay calm n cool.
especially when there's so many other things on ur mind... hmph:(
i noe his a bit "behind time",
but u can't expect me to practically correct his mistake for like forever n ever b4 he gets it right, Right??
*sigh*

2nd Urrghh:
yesty i was kinda dissatisfied abt e fact i got e job at Simei which is like Super Faaaaaarrr,
while my Baby bala-bala got a job at RP which is like Super NEAR-lah...
but i'm over it already. n i'm happy for my neighbour. hehh;)
anw, my Mama said to me,
"it's not where or wad u work as tat matters, but its e Working Experience tat truly matters..."
yeah, i think she's Totally right uh:D

Smangat Tik! Smangat~
ihiiiks hiiiks=p

2008-02-10T10:59:00.000+08:00

alamak... early morning i already created a minor friction with my Mama...
but it's not my fault wad... it's She who lied to me.
pretented as if she doesn't noe anything.
Omg... please deh ah.
or maybe she meant it as a joke or sth. but Hel-Low-O0...
i'm not laughing...

but nvm, no matter wad i still Love my Mama,
n i noe she Loves me too!!! ehehe;p

2008-02-09T09:04:00.000+08:00

This was wad i did last nite cum early morning...

i took screencaps of Sinet Cahaya & here's 1 pic tat i sorta enjoy looking at.
i so sooo miss being Elga... heheh xp

Tik as Elga VS Meriam as Elga

n yeah, i was in e process of re-arranging my cupboard too...

I'm such a mess aren't i...? but it'll be More ORganised by TONITE!

hopefully...

My picture collage

Dude Harlino... & a little bit of Rio. hahh;)

2008-02-06T19:33:00.000+08:00

Damn i look fat in tat pic... hmph...
aniways, tat pic below was taken after my 2nd Official interview!!!
wee-hee~ Fortunately e interviewer was very empathetic.
Wow... tats a huge word for Me... em-pa-the-tic... hahaa xp
e interview was worth it overall.
good experience-lah for me personally... ihiiiks=)

HOWever, we recieved some Awful news.
NONEtheless, we sorta were able to overcome it.
EVENthough, i'm still a little ascertain
(another Huge words for me... hehe;)
whether i'm actually Relieved abt e solution,
i think Sooner or ltr i'll be able to Deal with it.
EVENtually i think i will uh... HOPEfully...

Tik's Here i Come-s:
Paycheck here i Come!!!
Tempting clothes & shoes at Bugis here i Come!!!
Treating Mama & Papa & Sis & Nenek eat prata here i Come!!!
Eating expensive food with friends here i Come!!!
Saving for Indo Trip with SI Forum friends here i Come!!!
Saving for NUS (insyaAllah:) stuffs here i Come!!!

hehehe... looks like i'm already planned out how to spend my $$$...
hahahah =p but it's Good to plan ahead wad...
right Right?? *winks*

PS: e idea of working in an office make me feel OLD... haa:D

2008-02-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

Wow... my supposedly 3 day job turned out to be a much Much longer job...
Seriously Wow... hehe;D
Me, Nabila n Syahida have an interview tmr!!!
i'm not looking forward to e interview actually.
it's e working part tat i'm Xcited abt!
tat Is, if we 3 gets e job-lah... hmm...
InsyaAllah, we surely will get it! =)

PS: i MISS my Looonnggg hair... huhu:(

2008-02-05T18:10:00.000+08:00

Wee~ i'ved finished editing e pics for my BlogSkin!
now i'm left with e little wording details... hehe=)

2008-02-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

Wee~ just changed my blogskin!!
but it's not fully ready yet.
i haven't edited e details yet... hehh;p

2008-01-31T17:43:00.000+08:00

so, yesty i did my very 1st Official job!
n i'm gonna spend it ALL tmr!!! wee-hee~
i'm going Shopping with sis n tante Yanti tmr!!! =D
anw, yesty's job was to give out TODAY newspaper.
me n my Neighbour was stationed outside Somerset MRT.
n every second i spent during tat job was Worth It...
seriously serious... hehh;p

PS: special thanks to Dearest YiLing & WeiLiang...

We had Black fingers as a result

Us in our TianPo shirt
after collecting our $$$... wating for YiLing
my sis is on e BillBoard!!!

2008-01-25T16:28:00.000+08:00

Wow... it's been quite some since i last posted...
been bz-lah. helping Mama Papa at their canteen,
n... making new Videos!!! wee~
i'ved already posted some of them on my multiply site:
http://hakitaiar.multiply.com/
below are some of e pics during e making of e videos...
PS: they're not accordingly arranged!

let me just label e pics here-lah... hehh:D

At Nabila's house
Memorising script on e spot!
still Memorising! haa..
Met Tini at SunP to collect her stuffs for posting
Scene: Tolong nikahi Erwin
Scene: Harus baek2 ama Aya
Scene: Friendship Story
We hunted for Cafe Del Mar at Sentosa
Lala's frame of Ririn's name
Cheerleading! again! hiiiksxp
My photo frames
My teddybear, Dude... hehe=D
We dancing for part of Dude dedicated video

2008-01-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

atas permintaan anak-ku syg, Mummy will upd8!
hahaa;p

so, to make a LooooOOoooOOooong story short,
I Had a SUPERB time in Indo!!!
wee~

so now's e Longer version...
hmm... but i lazy to type-lah...
u ppl won't noe hu or wad i'm toking abt oso.
but just FYI, i'll give a super Brief Summary.
hahh.

16 Dec: i was heartbroken coz i was a day late to meet Dude, Ririn n Nay

17 Dec: went to Puncak + Taman Safari with Datuk Ujang, Papa n Cuzin

18 Dec: met up with my SI forum frens, Kak Deri, Kak Octa n Kak Esther at MTA

19 Dec: slacked at home playing Datuk Ujang's organ n guitar...
Nenek Em came over late evening.

20 Dec: Iduladha, so went visiting...
Late evening flew to Semarang with Papa n Cuzin.

21 Dec: followed Tante Dian n Fitri to fetch Nenek Em frm airport.
e ladies waited at Om Heri's maid agency office while e guys Jumat-an...
went to eat at Careefour, n...
DUDE & RIRIN CALLed ME!!!
i was screaming2-lah. ppl stare at me, but i so Don't Care-lah!
hahh.

22 Dec: went to Jogja.

23 Dec: at seafood near a restaurant near a beach for dinner.

24 Dec: took e train with Nenek Em, Cuzin n Papa back to Jkt.
went to TMII.

25 Dec: Papa flew back to SG...
around noon i called Ririn.
hehehh.
went visiting relatives...

26 Dec: i went to CAHAYA's shooting site!!!
i took pics n tok2 with Ririn, Nay, Glenn, Rama, Aditya...
n of course-lah, with Dude too!
all of them were Super nice to me-lah.
especially Ririn... hehe.

27 Dec: played at warnet awhile.
went to Giant.
ate at A&W.

28 Dec: went to watch QUICKIE EXPRESS at PH.
wasn't exactly my kind of show,
but it's e only available show at tat time...
ate Mie Ceker.
played at warnet again.

29 Dec: went visiting relatives again...

30 Dec: went to Ciater, passed by Bandung to go to a relative hows.
it's located high up the mountains there...

31 Dec: met Kak Deri & Adhie at Citos.
took e normal bus n busway with Nenek Em back to Monas.
me n Cuzin went up to e 26 floor of e Indosat Building.
e view was SERIOUSly fabulous...

1 Jan: with a heavy heart i flew back to SG with Cuzin...

ok, enough of updating for now.
anw sorry no Pics.
want to see them juz come my hows-lah...
hehh.

2007-12-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

Guess wad?! Tante Meli sms-ed me dis morning!
n it's Seriously isn't any normal sms-lah...
go figure kay? hehe;p
coz i'm letting dis be me & Lala's little secret.
for now-lah...hahh..

n btw, we sent our edited video today too.
n dis time, we Finally remembered to take pics!
wee~
i am Soo Seriously LUV-ing my post A-lvl!!!
despite e problematic RCTI channel-lah... hmph..

b4 dropping e package...

bye2 package! have a safe trip to Jkt kay...?

2007-12-10T10:29:00.000+08:00

huhuhu:( RCTI tgh sod...
dah dua hari tak tgk Dude.
rase kosong jer hidup ini...
hahaa;p

anw, i'm super-duper Xcited to go Jkt!!!
i want to eat Delicious FOODs...
i want to go sight-seeing...
i want to meet up with my kakak-s from forum SI...
i want to admire Dude pics which kak Deri's gonna give me...
i'm a bit nervous actually to meet them,
n they've all started working n r more less an independent adult.
so, i guess i'l be e only childish one.
maybe Ms GP is right.
i am childish... hehh=p

then, when my sis has flown back to SG with Papa,
me n bang Khai will be flying to Semarang!
woo-hoo~
i just hope we'll have as much Fun as we did during our last trip there.
n don't forget e Scrumptious FOODs...
now my Tummy is feeling Super-Duper Xcited too!
ihiiiks:D

2007-12-05T08:54:00.000+08:00

*sob*sob*
KK Pte Ltd finally finished shooting yesterday.
received a terrible news in e early morning,
but everything turned out ok eventually.
we had to change most of our initial plans
on how we wanted our PC to be like though.
haiz...but nvm.

i'll consider posting up e vid on Youtube.
or maybe, i'll show to u if u happen to come my house...
hehh;p

2007-12-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

2 things to write abt.
abt today n yesterday.

yesterday:
Khairil got sunnat n ader kenduri.
n i got Bullied by 2 little kids. literally.
i was happily watching tv, when Ali,3, pounced on me.
he held my shoulder n started Bouncing on my legs.
then, suddenly Aini,5, copycat-ed Ali. n...go figure-lah.

i was caught off guard-lah. n i felt super helpless...
lucky i didn't break any bones.
hahaa;p

today:
i realise sth today. i think tat acting is Fun!
or simply being part of a media production is fun.
seriously serious.
it may be stressful, pressurising, exhausting at times.
but overall, its Fun! it is fun to act.
especially if u're doing it for fun.
then it'll be More fun!
have i mentioned e word fun yet?
ihiiiksxp

when my 2nd n 3rd production is done, i'll maybe show u ppl,
so u'll have a better idea of wad i mean...
ok, so technically it's the 3rd n 4th-lah including Farah's bday vid...
fyi, i'm bz making Project PC n Project Dd now;D

*Happy sigh*
i'm so Glad A-lvl is sooo Over...
haa..

2007-11-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

how come sudenly i feel like i'm TOTALly nuts?
seriously.
i'm doing things that have NVR crossed my mind b4...

the 1st sorta Xtreme i did.
i sms-ed sum1 yesty to help me with my project.
i think he prolly think i'm crazy too...haha;D
just wait till my daughters noe abt this...
hiiiiksxp

the 2nd thing,
i actually thicked-skinned myself n ask datuk Ujang sth.
guess wad i asked?
i asked him to sponsor me, my sis n my cuzin tix to Jkt...
but he's family wad, tak salah per kan...?
hehehe.

omg Tik... tebal-nyer muke!!!
hahahh;p

2007-11-28T06:53:00.000+08:00

guess wad? i just stepped on my cat dis morning.
literally stepped on him.
but i'm not sure which part ah...
but i stepped on him. Omg...

i was so scared-lah, coz he was hissing at me.
he stared a me one kind for a few seconds,
then he turned n walked off. haa;p

maybe he noes i didn't did it on purpose.
Tik Sayaaaang Hitam!!! *muacks*

so anw, since i'll already be gg to Pdg next week,
i might as well make a pit stop to Jkt.
so i can meet kak Deri n get my Dude pics!!!
woo-hoo~
coz, i'ved asked her to buy me indo magazine with Dude in it:D

n hu noes, i might even get to meet Rr.
she's my bbc anw wad...
n hu noes, maybe Dd too!!! ihiiiksxD
but i'm still in e process of Persuading my MaPa.
hehe..

if only 1 of my friends are gg with me,
sure to be more Fun...
but nvm-lah. maybe it's time i be:
INDEPENDENT...
hahahxp

2007-11-27T09:42:00.000+08:00

most of my classmate are at chalet now,
but i'm at home. why?
coz i didn't feel like gg:D
plus, KK Pte Ltd gonna start shooting today!
wee~
n hopefully it'll be Fun. hiiiksxp

n, most prolly i'll be flying off next tuesday to Pdg.
i'm, kinda reluctant actually,
but, on the other hand, i also feel like gg...
haa..

when what i'm doing now is complete,
only then will i tell you ppl what it is.
even my mama have no clue...hehehe;p

2007-11-24T11:29:00.000+08:00

i want to blog about yesterday, aka Friday.
again, i experienced TREmendous mixed feelings yesty.
seriously serious.
in fact, Worst then Thursday.
much much WORST...

so, i really REALly enjoyed my AI family outing.
we eat2, walk2, talk2, laugh2, etc2...
it was really nice to get together again.
especially when All of us are school-Free.
haa;p

then, i went to Nabila's hows to pass her e script.
n Munirah was there as well!
they were having a movie marathon.
n guess wad?
i FInally get to step into Nabila's hows!
woo-hoo~
after all these years seh... hehh.

then, felt super proud with myself coz i can play
sebelum cahaya on my keyboard!
FYI, i bought a keyboard with part of my savings.
e rest will be spent on hanging out with friends and...
SHOPPING-lah! wad else seh...
hehehexp

then, around 8pm going 9pm, everything CHANGED...
all my cheery n happy feelings were gone.
*Poof* gone with e wind...

my 3rd cyber friend gone.
forever. literally.
i was stunned. so speechless-lah when Dora sms-ed me.
i just stared blankly at my ceiling,
merely hypnotised with the rotating fan on my ceiling.
n, yeah. i eventually cried.

n the weird thing is, i had like this dejavu dream.
i practically dreamt about wad i did on Friday.
abt my AI family, Nabila n Dora.
so weird right...?

so here's my advice for you:
treasure LIFE. better still, Help save Lives.
seriously seh, i get irritated when ppl give my tat pathetic reaction
when i ask them if they want to donate their blood.
just reject my offer nicely can wad...
sheesh... no offence-lah.

so, live ur life doing sth that u enjoy.
be Happy. be Optimistic. Love Life.
1 last thing...
never have any regrets in your life.
instead, learn from it.
life is simple, so why make it complicated-lah kan?

2007-11-22T10:53:00.000+08:00

haiz... Z_ _ still haven't called me yet...
feeling kinda disappointed actually...
but nvm, at least now i prolly won't have to fake cry
for my crying scene next week...
feeling so sad now i want to do nothing else but watch TV...

FYI, i have a TV in my room now!
wee~
want watch DVD together?
just beep me ok? hahaaxp

anw, Tante Meli replied!!!
woo-hoo~
n she actually mentioned MY Name in her sms!
she sms-ed:
trims Tika. c u...
n i'm guessing "trims" meaning "trima kasih".
haa..

oh yar. i'm seriously, seriously SEriously Xcited for next week!
gonna start KK Pte Ltd's 2nd production gitu loh...
hehh=p
n this time, i'll make sure i get the address right.
n hopefully a reply from RR!!!
FYI, RR is my BBC. alias bau2 bacang.
cool kan...? hiiiks:D

to my beLoved AI family:
Z_ _ stands for Zoo.
who else were you thinking about seh...?

2007-11-18T10:48:00.000+08:00

Guess wad i did dis morning?

i Finally opened my Pooh-Bank!!!

wee~

Tik $$$

Guess how much i'ved save dis whole year?
Pooh n my beLoved Dude:D

they've become such good friends...haaxp

n guess wad else i did?

i posted videos on youtube!
if u're smart, u'll noe wad my username is...

hehehe;p

2007-10-21T11:52:00.000+08:00

this shall be a short post...
i just want to say 2 things:

Smangat~! by Intan

Aza2 Fighting! by Joo Yoo-rin

ehehexp

be back in 4 weeks n 2days!

n remember, Hidup Indah loh...

aka Life is Wonderful;D

2007-10-12T17:16:00.000+08:00

1 more thing to add,
today was the official last day of school:(
*sob**sob*
i've learnt sooo much during my 2 years in IJC.
not only academically,
but also how to be a Better person... :)

ok, dis pic has got nothing to do with IJC...

dis pic too...hahaa..

but, they're very Cute right? right...?:D

now then some sch pics...
this is the pathway i take Everymorning to the parade sq.
seriously gonna miss walking here with Lala:(

i'm gonna miss this view too...

The corner to M4-2. + Mingli n YiLing.

can u see Den at e foreground??

n Ariff made us take pics with him..
hehehe, sorry YL... xp

Ariff Again... hahh=)

2007-10-12T16:56:00.000+08:00

Yay~! Besok Rayer!!! hahaa xp
i got play a little sth below the e-card...

Click disini untuk dapatkan e-cards

try guessing what insrument i was playing...hehe;)

Suasana Hari Raya by Anuar Zain & Ellina

it's not exactly like the original version lah,
but no harm trying wad...ehehh..

advice to self:
Work Hard, Study Hard,
n all the Best for my Future!
ouh yar, n...
Smaaaangaaaat~!!! hahaa=D

2007-09-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

so...i got to noe my Chem marks ready.
n, i err, U-ed it. again...
but at least i IMproved ok. ehehh xp

maybe i really Do have to Work harder.
maybe i really Do need to Pressure myself more.
but u see, i just don't want Me,
to be like what i was during pre-Olvl.
stress sini sana,
end up feeling very pesimistic abt everything n everyone.
n the person who ended up going for counselling is my Mum.
pasal stress sgt tgk i stress. hahh.

I am Seriously NOT looking forward for the next 3 weeks.
mesti kena marah n etc2...
tp naseb tgh bln puase.
ader sebab utk tak get all emotional:D

lg 3 minggu Nak Rayer.
lg 3 minggu jugak skola tamat.
lg 5 minggu A-lvl start.
lg 9 minggu A-lvl tamat.

cepat betol masa berlalu-kan?
mcm br semlm i amik O-lvl.
n skarang dah amik A-lvl plak.
sepatutunya, i kena rasa serba salah skarang ni.
tp, nyesal skarang takde guna per...

i have 1 LAst chance to show wad i'm worth.
i have to Really2 Focus.
hmm... ntah tercapai ke tidak azam i tu...haha.
cakap senanglah...

tp takpe. stay Optimistic Tik. be Positive.
skarang-kan bln puase.
takde setan nak goda kecuali nafsu sendiri.
Tik mesti boleh punya. Smangat Tik! SMANGAT!!!

ok-lah, i think i'll go make over my room now.
maybe it'll Motivate me more... insyaAllah...

ni i nak share gamba Dude (doo-day) my teddybear;)
baru lepas mandi...hehehe;p

OMG... my post super looong seh today...haha.
tkpe, means i dah pun curhat puas2 kat sini...ehehh.

2007-09-17T09:58:00.000+08:00

yesty2 i watched dis drama n e boy asked this qn:
"ya Allah, knapa engkau tidak membagi rata
segala harta benda di muka bumi ini,
supaya tiada lg org2 miskin dan kaya..."

then i pun ter-pk ah sejenak.
betul jg eh, kalu semua org punya darjat yg sama,
mungkin takde lg org2 yg mati kelaparan.
mungkin takde lg org2 yg dengki antara sesama.
mungkin takde lg org2 yg sanggup membunuh demi harta.

tp, everything happens for a reason-kan.
so, it's up to us-lah to figure out why...
Tuhan tak-kan sesaja buat sesuatu tanpa sebab.

anw i screwed up my Prelims again.
gasak-lah aper org nak cakap.
Mr O nak kate i ni-lah, tu-lah bila dpt my results,
masuk telinga kanan kluar telinga kiri jer-lah...haha xp
yg penting i dan yg diAtas tau, cukup-lah tu...

penah dgr lagu bintang kecil tak?
kalu boleh, i nak terbang tinggi ke bintang2 tu.
hehe...

2007-08-18T09:37:00.000+08:00

I think i'm gonna have to Not blog for a while.
so, i guess i'll stick to e conventional method of expressing my feelings.
which is writing in my journal. hehe :D
anw, i really Really feel that Health is More important than anything.
seriously, I Know. i've been sick-ish this past few days...
it made me pessimistic n cost me my Precious Time.
but nvm, no point regretting the past.
i'll just Have To make do with the present xp

anw, those are the pics of National Day Celebration.
we went to Chinatown for a race,
where we ran, screamed, laughed, had fun n took pics here n there...
tiring but Excitng-lah. hahh ;p
n Mdm Z even treated al of us MacDonald's ice-cream!
then after Chinatown, 0612C went Jurong for ice-skating.
n i got super sick...bummer-lah, can't enjoy myself to e fullest there...

can u see the flock of birds??

Smangat Tik, SMAngat!

sentiasa berDoa n berUsaha,

slalu Ikhlas n Tawakal trima segala cobaan.

blaja yg rajin yer Tik,

demi masa dpn bangsa,negara,diri sendiri n mama papa terSyg...

ehehe:D

2007-08-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to go to National Dental Centre for my appointment,

but ended up being warded for several hours in Tan Tock Seng Hospital...

it was SeRiously a Torturing, yet memorable experience.

the doctors n nurses were nice.

n the paramedics were also, kinda... ehehehe xp

emergency sticker

they poked my left hand to infuse sodium chloride.

they also tried to take my blood sample from there,

but my veins were too small.

the blood flowed out Too Sloowly...

n so, they had to poke me again...

they poked my right hand.

FYI,
aku masih kecewa bgt ama mrk!
aku emang udah gak marah sih,
tp, rasa kecewa itu masih tersisa...
seandainya hal ini terjadi hari Rabu kemaren,
pasti aku bakal dibiarkan pingsan di tgh jln...

go find ur own translator...

2007-08-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

aku sebel, bete, kesel.
bangeeet deh...
aku bnr2 gak nyangka mrk setega i2 ama aku.
sumpah deh, aku kecewa bgt...
sedikit pun mrk gak prihatin ama keadaan aku.
haiz... :(

tp i2 kemaren.
skarang aku udah gak emosian lg.
aku udah maafin mrk kok...

go find a translator urself...

2007-08-07T06:27:00.000+08:00

MAY is Mad!!!

blame A-lvl lor... hahaa xp

I've just completed my Project KK.
n now moving on to Project FH.
n i think i kinda like video making.
tiring, but Fun n Exciting!
n yup2, it's fun acting too. hehe:D
maybe after A-lvl i'll consider producing a short film.
anybody interest??? ihiiiks..

2007-08-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

Pics to share xp

1 August 2007...

During Physics Tutorial

in the Physics Lab...

hehehe:D

Why in the world is Shaowen in e Pic?!!
n serious,

that Taaall girl u see really is YL...hahaa..

Blood Donation Drive!!!

H sq. n XA waiting to be registered

Blood Donaters getting support from Blood Donater Supporter.

hahh..

XA... 2nd time Blood Donatees
Me!!
Blood flowing out of my arm,

n into the Blood Bag thingy...

Last but not least, My Blood!!!

n please-lah hor, i only donated 1 bag of A+ Blood.

e below pics were taken at several time inervals.

want me to die isit, donate till 3 bags...ehehh;p

Come on ppl, donating blood does not hurt much.

n i'm not kidding.

e only pain u'll feel is when they prick ur finger to test ur Iron level.

if those little kids suffering from Diabetes can wihstand the pain

of injecting their body with Insulin everyday,

i am pretty sure u can too...

"Smangat KangKung!!!" ihiiiks;p

2007-07-31T17:55:00.000+08:00

Omg... guess what?
i just got Hit by a BaseBall ball...
n i really didn't see it coming-lah.
Shaowen kept on throwing e ball practically away from me,
so i thought it will nvr come to me.
then all of a Sudden,
"adoooii!!!"
n the ball hit my foreHead...hahh..

hopefully it won't swell uh.
Ouh, btw, i'll be Donating Blood again tmr!
wee~ xp

2007-07-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

Today will be the Last Episode of my ID.
n i've decided to dedicate this
mini performances to mark e End of my ID:(
*sob**sob*
btw, sori if i don't really have a melodious voice,
n my gitar techniques aren't that purrfect yet.
what matters is the thought of making this video...
right right?? ehehe;p

Harmonica version of Ruang Rindu,
Khas Tik nyanyikan utk Kluarga BerUntung:D
original singer: Letto

Ruang Rindu partA,
Khas Tik nyanyikan utk Dude&Nay;D

Ruang Rindu partB,
Khas Tik nyanyikan utk Dude&Nay jg=D

Aku&Bintang,
Khas Tik nyanyikan utk SalmaxD
original singer: Peterpan

2007-07-21T15:44:00.000+08:00

Diabolic YiLing trying to SQUASH me n Mas' head!!!

Omg, i just realised that i'ved used a word i learned during GP yesty!

WoW...Ms GP must be sooo Proud of me.

ehehe xp

2007-07-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

ihiiiks ihiiiks ihiiiks:(
this time when i say it's gonna end,
i Really REALly Mean it...
my ID is Finally gonna end.
huhuhu:(

part of me Wants it to end,
jd Tik gak bakalan terlalu byk nge-khayal lg...
but then again, part of me Don't Want it to end.
eventhough e ID is a bit draggy at times,
i've got to let them cut some slack-lah.
sinet-nya striping gitu loh...ehehh.

maybe this is a Sign.
maybe it's time i Change for the Better.
for the sake of A-level n MY FUTURE!!!
ahahaah xp

Tak kenal maka tak Cinta.
so i think,
it's Time for me to open up my
HearT to LoVe my EduCaTioN...
hehh;p

Screencaps from my ID.

tp, cume scene yg ade Dude jer...

ihiiiks ;D

2007-07-14T10:31:00.000+08:00

So here are a few pics that i've been wanting to post...

*Tik singing*

"Pelangi pelangi, alngkah intdahmu.

Merah Kuning Hijau, di Langit yg Biru.

pelukismu aku, siapa... (erm, Tik lupa lirik ah;)

Pelangi pelangi, ciptaan Tuhan..."

ehehehe xp

What i see Every morning...

n if i come out a little bit early than usual, i'll get to see the SunRise!!! n yeah, i also admire my Blk while waiting for the bus...hehh=)

anw, I SeRiously have got to find a way to
Make MYself FoCus when STUDYing!
coz time really REALly is RUNning OuT...

Come On Tik! U CAN Do it!!!
Hidup Tik!!! SeMangat Tik2 all the way~!
hahaa;D

2007-07-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

after doing my Student Graduation Cert,
i'm supposed to do my Chem MCQs.
however, i got tempted n erm,
i was practically Glued to e comp...ehehe;p

ouh, btw, i have a few pics to upload.
but, maybe some other time lah i post them up...

haiz, how in e World can i make myself more
Disciplined n Not get easily tempted by
things that are Not Sch-related...?
hmm...

Tik hanya-lah seorang insan yg lemah,
yg amat mudah terGoda dgn Godaan2
di sekelilingnye...ehehh=)

2007-07-08T11:22:00.000+08:00

o6.07.07

MAY's Umbrella

MAY Poppins

We actualy on Purpose missed 3 buses from e BusStop,

n 1 bus from e InterChange.

n for what Reason??

to sit on the Front seats of e Double Decker bus lah...

why else...? ihiiiks;p

Finally, we got What we WANTed!!!

wee~

View from our Desired seats...

we took the bus from WOODlands, all e way to Sengkang!!! haha xp

we walked2 at Compass Point finding GREEN stuffs to wear e next day.

but ended up with NOthing...

ouh, btw, Guess who's Sexy leg that is...hehe;p

o7.o7.o7

hehe, we took Many shots at that same spot.

n i wonder y ppl were staring at us...hmm...

we then bought YUMmy Ice-Cream from e erm, i forgot what e name is,

n followed YL do her Contacts,

n Finally made our way to......

SENTOSA!!!

Yippee~

we didn't took pics while on the Beach,

coz we kept all our BElongings in e Locker...

we made a MAY Turttle,

but a little girl destroyed it....huhuhu:(

fionaM

fionaA

fionaY

n plus our tired Feet...haha.

People were like staring at us throughout our trip back to ViVo.

most of them thought we looked weird.

but a least there's a Tourist from India (i think) who thought we looked cute.

she even asked if She could take Pics with us!!!

haha:D how Sweet of her...

we met that Lady in front of Here...

after having our Super-Late Dinner,

we went home...hehh.

2007-07-04T08:01:00.000+08:00

Today's my OFFicial laz ppr Day.
according to e exam schedule uh..
so, what SHould i do later on...?
should i REjoice??
Or should i Sunsilk...?
hmm...
maybe i'll just Pantene...ahahh xp

2007-07-03T10:14:00.000+08:00

OMG... exam blum habis,
tp Tik dah anggap mcm Exam dah habis.
aper nak jd ni Tik...?!!!

i've Totally wasted e past 3 days.
haiz...
i donno-lah, when i think abt dis Prelim 1,
i just feel like a sense of EMPTYness in me.
hmm...
maybe it's coz i'm Too IGNOrant abt it.
but den again, not really-lah.
i DO Care whether i Pass or Fail.
i think... ehehh;p

aiyah, crap-lah...
i'm beginning to talk crap again...hahh.

2007-06-30T14:50:00.000+08:00

my Prelims aren't over yet,
but how come i Feel like it's totally over??
hmm...
anw, i totally screwed up my exams.
again... hahh.

Econs: i got drained out after doing e 1st case study.
which means that i wrote crap afterwards...
Phy P1: i Literally Randomly shade e last 15 MCQs.
i didn't even read e qns:C
Phy P3: i Practicaly STONED throughout e whole ppr...
Chem P1 & 2: not as bad as Phy n Econs.
but still, i see no Hope...
Maths P1 & 2: same as Chem. I see no Hope too,
but at least i didn't Stone or anything.
i only ALmost Stoned during e last hr of P2 though...hehh;p

gosh, all i feel like doing now is ANYthing but Study. sheesh...
oh yar, Mummy Z seems to be looking very pretty lately:D
n speaking of her, i dreamt abt her last nite.
n OMG, she was Super-NICE to me durg e PTM!!!
ppl say dreams are e opposite of Reality.
which means tat,
she is so totally gg to Nag n Scold me like SUper!!!

i am so DEAD...hahh..

2007-06-24T09:46:00.000+08:00

OMG, what is this feeling i have inside of me??
isit Fear...? but Fear of what?
haiz, i think it's Fear of Failing.
but then again, i'm sorta use to it ready...hahh..
tmr is the start of Prelim,
n i'm already EXCITED abt the END of Prelim...

haiz... my brain is super tired ready.
n i suddenly have a Bad BAD feeling abt Prelim.
i don't want MaPa to be called for PTM again.
i'm confused with myself. i think i'm under Depression or sth.
but then again, i noe what depression is like.
what Stress is like.

i've experienced it during my O-level preparation.
serious, no joke.
but, this time, i feel different. i think...
so what am i going through??

maybe, i'm just in denial of my true condition.
or maybe i'm just crazy... ehehh;p

ouh, btw, i so WANT to go JKT end this year...
anybody care to sponsor me?? ihiiiks xD

2007-06-20T09:09:00.000+08:00

Tik is scared.
Tik is very Very Scared...
Tik tak nak gagal lagi.
minimal, Tik nak lulus ketiga-3 H2.
kalau boleh lulus kedua-2 H1,
why not lah kan...ehehh=p

breathe in...breathe out Tik...
no matter what happens,
Please DON'T Panic!!! hahh ;)

2007-06-17T08:30:00.000+08:00

7 more days to Prelim TIk!!!
Must work HARD!!!
nvm if everybody else get better marks than Tik.
as long as Tik Passes her subjects,
Tik should already be Thankful n Grateful:p

"to be Better than others, be Better than yourself 1st..."

2007-06-09T12:13:00.000+08:00

hahaa, i just found out sth...
i DO have a Friendster account.
n i've had it since Nov 2003!
no wonder i keep on receiving emails from Friendster...
but how come i don't remember creating an account??
strange huh... maybe sumbody Used my email or sth.
ok fine, since i already have an account,
i might as well use it.
but i'll edit my profile n stuffs later lah...hehh xp

2007-06-06T08:14:00.000+08:00

this is my LONG Hair.

n i think i'm altready missing it:(

fyi, i cut my Hair yesterday, n it's now Seriously very SHORT!

screw the hairdresser for cutting it Too Short.

but it's not her fault lah, coz i'm the one who wants it Short...

But, now i think she's cut it way TOO Short!

it's like so Not what i expected!

but nvm-lah Tik,

look on the BRIGHT Side k?

at least now u'll have no hair fall prob,

no precious minutes wasted to tie hair, etc2...

but then again, i think i look UGly with Short hair.

i am so So SOOO Not going to cut my hair SHORT ever Again!

hahh xp

ok -lah, enough off My Hair=)

so anyways, here is my Survival Plan

for wads left with my Holidays...

only watch 3, ok No, maybe 4 shows in a day Only.

this includes sit-coms, infotainment + Dramas;)

n 1 very VEry important Note-TO-Self!

Don't start watching any New IDs!!! ehehh:p

My Motivation:

after A-level can do a LOT of things TIK,

egs...

1) can Finally break open e POOH Bank,

2) can go SHOPping!!!

3) can Finally relieve my Long Hair days xD

4) can Start a Movie/DRAMA Marathon!!! wee~

ok-lah, enough of blogging.

want to go eat,

then REALly start on my Revision...

"there's so many things to Look FORward to TIK.

so please-lah TIK, don't waste ur Time k?

STUDY hard now so u can PLAY Hard later...hehh:D"

2007-06-02T13:42:00.000+08:00

went to e IJC's choir concert yesty.
n i think me n Rachel really are somehow related...
we both wore black, n we understand each other.
we share e same interest lah... ehehh=p

i was a lil bit upset coz ML only made up her mind not to go
when it's near 7pm, n i've already changed n all...
but don't worry-lah ML. i'm not upset anymore. hahaa :D
all in all, i did had a Great mummy-daughter time yesty xp

the choir poster

the choir... only e guys n some of e sopranos were ok-ish... R sq. (rai n rachel) met H sq. (hakeem n hashwin) there:) hash bz at work as an AVA...
guest performance by Curious Attacks... n they were Good...

n another special performance by me n rachel... hahaa, maybe Not;)

can u see our names on e screen...?

daughter n me x)
me n Rachel in e loo...
aahhh... e Moon...

study Tik, STUDY!!! cannot slack anymore.
suffer now Enjoy like mad later.
Tik Must WORK Hard kay...? ahahh:)

2007-06-01T11:37:00.000+08:00

More pics~!!!

Thank You Soooo Much for Coming!

Nabila & Muni...Tnx for cumin too xp

Lydia (double bass)
Me, Lydia, Mubarrak (french horn)
another Michelle (flute:)
gosh... i have tons of pimples seh...ehehh=)

i'm gonna miss u Keng Guan... hahaa ;D

a pic of my Choir mates n teacher+ conductress.
i think i missing Choir too...

e following pics have got nothing to do with Band...hahh=)

my very own blood donation card xp

my personalised water bottle

(i pasted sticker n hang e keychain frm XY:) i hanged e lil mouse frm Andre on my hp

(i was in e process of cleaning my room btw:)

Jelly bought after College Day

Mingli treated me n Mas:)MaM outing to Expo + Orchard...
while waiting for Mas on e other train
a clearer pic...
after an exhausting day at Expo n orchard...
Me, Mas n Mingli slept all e way home... ahahh =)

that's all for now... hehehh ;p