faster next week. FASTER next week. FASTER NEXT week. FASTER NEXT week!!!
omg... why must the time fly SO slowly when i want it to fly by super-fast?! faster come uh next week...
my agenda for next week:
the new DIE-DIE must watch ID, aka indo drama
my officially last day of school
trip to JSC
n of course... Jalan Rayer! hopefully uh...
i'll be missing guitar class again tomorrow... i don't want to miss it actually, but my mum say to just burn $12 and follow her go Tanjung Batu... nvm, at least i'll be meeting my cousins, and i will also be sending her off! gawd...i feel evil again...ehehe;p
but, is it so wrong to wanting some privacy? i know she's done good deeds to my family, but then again, this is MY house and i would want some alone time with myself...
so anyways, which is more nerve wrecking:
getting back Promo Results or OP?
ans: OP
the presenting part of OP or Q&A part of OP?
ans: Q&A part of OP
Q&A part of OP or the "waiting for your turn to present/answer" part?
ans:"waiting for your turn" part
I CANNOT WAIT FOR OP TO BE OVER!!! nyahahaxD
Yay YaY, besok RAYER!!! ehehe;)
aniways, i so so, super-so so cannot wait for next week. coz, she'll be gone, OP rehearsal gonna be over and i can finally get to noe my final results...scary yet exciting...heh:)
somehow, there just seems to be A LOT to watch on TV. nyahaha, my love for TV can never die...x)
here's a very soothing song i like...
Hujan kau ingatkan
Tentang satu rindu
Di masa yang lalu
Saat mimpi masih indah bersamamu
Terbayang satu wajah penuh cinta penuh kasih
Terbayang satu wajah penuh dengan kehangatan
kau ibu... Oh Ibu
Allah Ijinkanlah aku bahagiakan dia
Meski dia tlah jauh
Biarkanlah aku berarti untuk dirinya
Oh Ibu
i seriously don't noe what i should be feeling, or rather How i'm feeling right now... should i be scared?happy?excited?nervous?disappointed?releived?thankful? haiz...but one thing is for sure, I AM confused...
i mean, what can be worst than having to see your reflection shedding tears in the mirror? well, for me, it's to hear the sobs of my mother crying behind her closed bedroom door...
unlike M and Y, A's hope seems to be fading... but i'll still leave some tiny hope for a miracle. somehow i feel as if all this is a re-enactment of my O-level prelim. so let me just Pray Hard that a Miracle will happen again this time round...heh:)
it's still early morning, so i'll just talk about yesterday...
DOWNS
got back my Physics paper:(:(:(:(
didn't get to go the Uni Psychology talk:(
Prashanti didn't come school:(:(
there's gonna be Band on friday:(:(
sumbody asked me about the 'B' word, which ended up stirring the 'L' word memories...:(
UPS
got to watch My Girl:):):)
my mum gave me Money:)
free period for PW:)
hearing songs in my Mp3:):):)
the Prayers from my dear Friends:):):):)
had Crab for break fast:):)
my sister wasn't home, so i got to eat More Crab:):)
surprisingly,Band...maybe coz we were finally playing for a purpose:):):)
i seriously cannot believe that i actually slept super early last nite! due to my sleepiness i missed the news and SQR!!! sheesh... but nevermindlah, at least i had a good sleep, dreaming of being chased by a group of CHEETAHS in a jungle... hahax)
anyways, yesterday Xin Yi said something about me always asking questions, but i end up answering my own questions which leads to me talking to myself...gosh, now i feel insane...hehe:)
Just to pass the time before i leave the house, here are my pets...
Adorable Sharp-tooth Radja 
Sexy Mayawi n Hiding Hitam
Cutie Handsome Hitam
i feel guilty for wanting her to go away. i mean, eventhough we're related, she is only a distant relative that i've only met like, twice in my life including now. how should i put it... erm, we just don't share the same head...
i'm like having limited privacy now. all in all, i just don't feel as free as before... gawd...i feel super evil right now...hehx)