my Prelims aren't over yet,
but how come i Feel like it's totally over??
hmm...
anw, i totally screwed up my exams.
again... hahh.
Econs: i got drained out after doing e 1st case study.
which means that i wrote crap afterwards...
Phy P1: i Literally Randomly shade e last 15 MCQs.
i didn't even read e qns:C
Phy P3: i Practicaly STONED throughout e whole ppr...
Chem P1 & 2: not as bad as Phy n Econs.
but still, i see no Hope...
Maths P1 & 2: same as Chem. I see no Hope too,
but at least i didn't Stone or anything.
i only ALmost Stoned during e last hr of P2 though...hehh;p
gosh, all i feel like doing now is ANYthing but Study. sheesh...
oh yar, Mummy Z seems to be looking very pretty lately:D
n speaking of her, i dreamt abt her last nite.
n OMG, she was Super-NICE to me durg e PTM!!!
ppl say dreams are e opposite of Reality.
which means tat,
she is so totally gg to Nag n Scold me like SUper!!!
i am so DEAD...hahh..
OMG, what is this feeling i have inside of me??
isit Fear...? but Fear of what?
haiz, i think it's Fear of Failing.
but then again, i'm sorta use to it ready...hahh..
tmr is the start of Prelim,
n i'm already EXCITED abt the END of Prelim...
haiz... my brain is super tired ready.
n i suddenly have a Bad BAD feeling abt Prelim.
i don't want MaPa to be called for PTM again.
i'm confused with myself. i think i'm under Depression or sth.
but then again, i noe what depression is like.
what Stress is like.
i've experienced it during my O-level preparation.
serious, no joke.
but, this time, i feel different. i think...
so what am i going through??
maybe, i'm just in denial of my true condition.
or maybe i'm just crazy... ehehh;p
ouh, btw, i so WANT to go JKT end this year...
anybody care to sponsor me?? ihiiiks xD
Tik is scared.
Tik is very Very Scared...
Tik tak nak gagal lagi.
minimal, Tik nak lulus ketiga-3 H2.
kalau boleh lulus kedua-2 H1,
why not lah kan...ehehh=p
breathe in...breathe out Tik...
no matter what happens,
Please DON'T Panic!!! hahh ;)
7 more days to Prelim TIk!!!
Must work HARD!!!
nvm if everybody else get better marks than Tik.
as long as Tik Passes her subjects,
Tik should already be Thankful n Grateful:p
"to be Better than others, be Better than yourself 1st..."
hahaa, i just found out sth...
i DO have a Friendster account.
n i've had it since Nov 2003!
no wonder i keep on receiving emails from Friendster...
but how come i don't remember creating an account??
strange huh... maybe sumbody Used my email or sth.
ok fine, since i already have an account,
i might as well use it.
but i'll edit my profile n stuffs later lah...hehh xp
this is my LONG Hair.n i think i'm altready missing it:(
fyi, i cut my Hair yesterday, n it's now Seriously very SHORT!screw the hairdresser for cutting it Too Short.but it's not her fault lah, coz i'm the one who wants it Short...But, now i think she's cut it way TOO Short!it's like so Not what i expected! but nvm-lah Tik,look on the BRIGHT Side k?at least now u'll have no hair fall prob,no precious minutes wasted to tie hair, etc2...but then again, i think i look UGly with Short hair.i am so So SOOO Not going to cut my hair SHORT ever Again!hahh xp ok -lah, enough off My Hair=)so anyways, here is my Survival Plan for wads left with my Holidays...only watch 3, ok No, maybe 4 shows in a day Only.this includes sit-coms, infotainment + Dramas;)n 1 very VEry important Note-TO-Self!Don't start watching any New IDs!!! ehehh:p My Motivation:after A-level can do a LOT of things TIK,egs...1) can Finally break open e POOH Bank,2) can go SHOPping!!!3) can Finally relieve my Long Hair days xD4) can Start a Movie/DRAMA Marathon!!! wee~ ok-lah, enough of blogging.want to go eat, then REALly start on my Revision... "there's so many things to Look FORward to TIK.so please-lah TIK, don't waste ur Time k?STUDY hard now so u can PLAY Hard later...hehh:D"
went to e IJC's choir concert yesty.
n i think me n Rachel really are somehow related...
we both wore black, n we understand each other.
we share e same interest lah... ehehh=p
i was a lil bit upset coz ML only made up her mind not to go
when it's near 7pm, n i've already changed n all...
but don't worry-lah ML. i'm not upset anymore. hahaa :D
all in all, i did had a Great mummy-daughter time yesty xp
the choir poster
R sq. (rai n rachel) met H sq. (hakeem n hashwin) there:)
hash bz at work as an AVA...
guest performance by Curious Attacks... n they were Good...
n another special performance by me n rachel... hahaa, maybe Not;)
can u see our names on e screen...?
daughter n me x)
me n Rachel in e loo...
aahhh... e Moon...
study Tik, STUDY!!! cannot slack anymore.
suffer now Enjoy like mad later.
Tik Must WORK Hard kay...? ahahh:)
Jelly bought after College DayMore pics~!!!Thank You Soooo Much for Coming!
Nabila & Muni...Tnx for cumin too xp
Lydia (double bass)
Me, Lydia, Mubarrak (french horn)
another Michelle (flute:)
gosh... i have tons of pimples seh...ehehh=)
i'm gonna miss u Keng Guan... hahaa ;D
a pic of my Choir mates n teacher+ conductress.
i think i missing Choir too... 
e following pics have got nothing to do with Band...hahh=)my very own blood donation card xp 
my personalised water bottle(i pasted sticker n hang e keychain frm XY:) 
i hanged e lil mouse frm Andre on my hp(i was in e process of cleaning my room btw:)
Mingli treated me n Mas:)
MaM outing to Expo + Orchard...
while waiting for Mas on e other train
a clearer pic...
after an exhausting day at Expo n orchard...
Me, Mas n Mingli slept all e way home... ahahh =)
that's all for now... hehehh ;p
Pics all e way~!!!a pic i took during 1 of e nite practices
WalkWay to e Band room
i'm gonna miss Band:(
My beLoved Cornet =D
My Cornet pics
Concert poster!!!
MI + IJ Cornetists 2nd row: May, Atikah, Farhana, Keng Guan1st row: Michelle, Joyce, Viknesh, Andre
