i seriously don't noe what i should be feeling, or rather How i'm feeling right now... should i be scared?happy?excited?nervous?disappointed?releived?thankful? haiz...but one thing is for sure, I AM confused...
i mean, what can be worst than having to see your reflection shedding tears in the mirror? well, for me, it's to hear the sobs of my mother crying behind her closed bedroom door...
unlike M and Y, A's hope seems to be fading... but i'll still leave some tiny hope for a miracle. somehow i feel as if all this is a re-enactment of my O-level prelim. so let me just Pray Hard that a Miracle will happen again this time round...heh:)