i think that, i really REALly have to like, get my mind off my kids when i am out of the school compound. apart from marking e worksheets lah of course. i mean, eversince i started teaching my form class, i am like, literally thinking abt them Almost ALL the time! n i am so not enjoying it ok... hmmphh... i mean, i just cant stop thinking how stubborn they are at times. i scold them, they keep quiet for abt 10 secs, then the whole cycle repeats.
Seriously, i'm not a very fierce person. i don't like to raise my voice. At All. i just feel like i haven't been myself every time i step into e classroom. i tried speaking to them nicely, but they just won't listen. it's like, i really Really have to sound angry n fierce before they'll listen to me.
so, i begin to ask myself. am i really a Lousy teacher?? or isit those kids who r just Too stubborn...?? or isit The school's fault??
*long sigh*
not all of my kids are stubborn actually. only a handful of them. but stll...
*long sigh*
kids nowadays r just too... Pampered. just look at my 8 yr old cousin. now i begin to wonder how my Real kids will turn out like...
*longer sigh*
ok lah, enough of story-ing abt my kids. i have other things to think of too u noe... hehe;)